Yeah I moved out to the farm I’ll clean it up and sober up until she knows what she wants to do with me
If I could give anyone who thinks you drink too much some advice you probably do
Get help before you fuck over everyone you love ,even if your not in control in the moment your responsible for your decisions now wake the fuck up before you end up like me.
Alcoholism is a cunt of a thing it fucks your mind and body I’ve been drinking ever since I was a little kid and thought I had my shit together,taking stock of what I’ve done not just that night but for years I was a fucking retard
Hopefully someone reads this and changes their behaviour before it’s to late
I fucked up
I knew I was an alcoholic for years I’m angry that it took me losing my family over a blackout night that I can’t remember ( which is no excuse and I am guilty of everything in the op) breaking the trust of 16 years which I’ll miss more then anything and would be amazed if I ever get back and definitely don’t deserve it.
I never cared you put on a bit of weight after having three kids and yeah you’re a shot cook but at least you’re not a fucking drop kick alcoholic.
Your an amazing mother and a bloody patient wife I’ve been a shitty husband the last few years and should have shown you way more love my decisions that night had nothing to do with you I was an angry resentful drunk who made the decision to keep drinking even after bad decisions after bad outcomes.
I should have gone to AA’s a long time ago all I can do now is show you I’ll never drink again.
I love our little white kids that you alone are turning into amazing people through your dedication and determination.
That night was an extreme culmination of my decades of drinking and will never happen again all I ask is that you will give me my one and only chance to keep our family from becoming what we hated about our childhood.
Not a single drink ever no more childish outbursts and a commitment to raise our kids with love instead of hiding in my depression
I love you and I’m sorry for betraying you.
You know where I am when if ever you want to reach out
I’m ashamed, you have nothing to be ashamed about
Self-centeredness was my problem. All my life people had been doing things for me and I not only expected it, but I was ungrateful and resentful they didn't do more. Why should I help others, when they were supposed to help me? If others had troubles, didn't they deserve them? I was filled with self-pity, anger and resentment. Then I learned that by helping others, with no thought of return, I could overcome this obsession with selfishness, and if I understood humility, I would know peace and serenity. No longer do I need to drink I hope they will forgive me
ImtheDumbcunt 0 points 9 months ago
Yeah I moved out to the farm I’ll clean it up and sober up until she knows what she wants to do with me
If I could give anyone who thinks you drink too much some advice you probably do
Get help before you fuck over everyone you love ,even if your not in control in the moment your responsible for your decisions now wake the fuck up before you end up like me.
Alcoholism is a cunt of a thing it fucks your mind and body I’ve been drinking ever since I was a little kid and thought I had my shit together,taking stock of what I’ve done not just that night but for years I was a fucking retard
Hopefully someone reads this and changes their behaviour before it’s to late
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ImtheDumbcunt 1 point 9 months ago
I fucked up
I knew I was an alcoholic for years I’m angry that it took me losing my family over a blackout night that I can’t remember ( which is no excuse and I am guilty of everything in the op) breaking the trust of 16 years which I’ll miss more then anything and would be amazed if I ever get back and definitely don’t deserve it.
I never cared you put on a bit of weight after having three kids and yeah you’re a shot cook but at least you’re not a fucking drop kick alcoholic.
Your an amazing mother and a bloody patient wife I’ve been a shitty husband the last few years and should have shown you way more love my decisions that night had nothing to do with you I was an angry resentful drunk who made the decision to keep drinking even after bad decisions after bad outcomes.
I should have gone to AA’s a long time ago all I can do now is show you I’ll never drink again.
I love our little white kids that you alone are turning into amazing people through your dedication and determination.
That night was an extreme culmination of my decades of drinking and will never happen again all I ask is that you will give me my one and only chance to keep our family from becoming what we hated about our childhood.
Not a single drink ever no more childish outbursts and a commitment to raise our kids with love instead of hiding in my depression
I love you and I’m sorry for betraying you.
You know where I am when if ever you want to reach out
I’m ashamed, you have nothing to be ashamed about
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ImtheDumbcunt 2 points 9 months ago
Self-centeredness was my problem. All my life people had been doing things for me and I not only expected it, but I was ungrateful and resentful they didn't do more. Why should I help others, when they were supposed to help me? If others had troubles, didn't they deserve them? I was filled with self-pity, anger and resentment. Then I learned that by helping others, with no thought of return, I could overcome this obsession with selfishness, and if I understood humility, I would know peace and serenity. No longer do I need to drink I hope they will forgive me
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