I've had these troubling train of thoughts lately that are increasing in frequency and intensity.
For instance, I'll look at something I've made, that got compliments, and my mind will say 'it really wasn't that good.'. I'll think about my current life situation and my mind will say 'it's not really that good, it's probably and illusion.' I'll think about my skillset and experience, and my mind will say 'you are nowhere near as good as people tell you.'.
I'm healthy, a bit stressed with work, eat well, get plenty of sleep.
The thoughts are getting in the way of motivation and getting moving. My brain says 'what's the point of that.'.
What gives? Seasonal? I'd like to not feel this way.
Personally they both got me way too high. Too high to function. I'm the type of guy who likes to blast a rail of white before the board meeting so holding my shit is important. Heroin makes you feel good but I can't be sleepy at a charity dinner concert.
The U.S. does lots of mischievous things overseas. I can't believe it , but I think it's true.
We encourage conflict, prolong conflict, arm and escalate conflict just so people can make money.
Defense Contractors hire ex high ranking military and policy leaders for lucrative salaries , that's the way it works. I thought we stood for justice and mom and apple pie.
Unlike dumpy Trump I can't be bought. You mags are something else. I wouldn't take a million dollars if it meant further undermining the vital services we provide to our marginalized LGBT and ethnic communities. It makes me want to scream. It's 2025! Bigots have no place in modern society. we will not be silenced or bought. We will continue to fight for a more just and equitable society, no matter what Trump throws our way.
Help me construct an essay on how we can raise European birth rates without being overtly racist. Obvious racism won't be accepted by the coordinators, but we have a chance to be sneaky here. I'm pretty good at writing but I need help forming the best possible argument under said condition. At least 500 words. If I can submit the winning paper I'll donate the winnings to this website @system, $100-$1000 depending on placement. There will be shitloads of woke faggots arguing on why western depopulation is a good thing. Anon for obvious reasons. I'll post the results when it's finalized.
