I should get a Bitcoin wallet going and if I get enough funds I will go to a random country (of my choice) and attempt to knock out every female employee at a restaurant.
I've never knocked someone out before, so this could get interesting. First of all, people will watch the video thinking I failed to one hit ko them, then watch me wail on their head until they pass out. And do one after another. If mission failure I pull out the Glock and fire until I can't
Soup, a piece of bread and a glass of milk. In the before time I would've gone to a fast food establishment. But now that you can't get anything substantial without spending $10++, I'd rather eat cheap one night and spend $15-$20 on a decent meal another night from a respectable place than eat their shit food two nights in a row. Fuck em. Fuck niggers.
I've had these troubling train of thoughts lately that are increasing in frequency and intensity.
For instance, I'll look at something I've made, that got compliments, and my mind will say 'it really wasn't that good.'. I'll think about my current life situation and my mind will say 'it's not really that good, it's probably and illusion.' I'll think about my skillset and experience, and my mind will say 'you are nowhere near as good as people tell you.'.
I'm healthy, a bit stressed with work, eat well, get plenty of sleep.
The thoughts are getting in the way of motivation and getting moving. My brain says 'what's the point of that.'.
What gives? Seasonal? I'd like to not feel this way.
