From guiness! The lightest beer. I didn't even feel drunk, just shitty and then stayed shitty. Tried again. Same result. What a drag. I finally learn to drink responsibly and it sucks.
I announced on day 3: "it isnt depression its just everything sucks!" Then after a sober day i feel apologetic but someone had a dream that i locked myself in the bathroom and kept saying "No not today." Two days of being garbage and people absorb it.
