I know it can seem like nothing ever changes. And you sound like you're a bit alone in your feelings, but you're not. What you need is someone that can help you understand what you're going through. You might consider finding a partner, not a romantic partner, but an idealogical partner. Someone who shares the same opinions with you, who understands what the world is becoming. You'd have much better luck in getting to an understanding that you are not alone, and that all of us are in this shit together. It can feel like you have no control over the world, or what happens, but understand even when it seems like we're losing battles, you have in you the ability to choose how you react, and the time is ripe to start deciding whether to take your chances with speaking your mind, to analyze and think about who you are gonna become from this grief that occupies so many of us. You could let it kill you, consume you wholly in some addiction, or outburst, or you might stop and could consider, that your old life is over and its not coming back.
I'd say, if you're looking for direction, or maybe not sure where to go from here, you should ask yourself, might I be better applying myself to new dreams? To changing things that are within my power to change? That if there is any chance of dreaming new dreams, of changing the situation that lead here, we must all ask, what can I contribute to making that happen? It might enable you to find new things to dream, and accomplish.
Often grief and calamity snatches from us our dreams, and makes of us warriors. You lose your fear before others realize you've lost your fear.
Grief is a weapon. It is a disciplinary. It will train you up, tear you to pieces, and if you let it, make you new again, better than before. And no fed can snatch that dream, no chance or fate can take that sense of control from you, the imperitive to reorient the world, and think about and gain or attain a clarity of life and purpose. It'll change you profoundly when you find it.
Understand, you have these feelings in you, these moral outrages over what happened, which shouldn't have happened, and that you need to express it, or it can and will destroy you.
I know it can seem like nothing ever changes. That everything is chance, and circumstance.
I guess you'll just have to think about it, and roll the dice.
prototype 1 points 2.3 years ago
I know it can seem like nothing ever changes. And you sound like you're a bit alone
in your feelings, but you're not. What you need is someone that can help you understand
what you're going through. You might consider finding a partner, not a romantic partner,
but an idealogical partner. Someone who shares the same opinions with you, who understands what the world is becoming. You'd have much better luck in getting to an understanding that you are not alone, and that all of us are in this shit together. It can feel like you have no control over the world, or what happens,
but understand even when it seems like we're losing battles, you have in you the
ability to choose how you react, and the time is ripe to start deciding whether to take
your chances with speaking your mind, to analyze and think about who you are gonna become
from this grief that occupies so many of us. You could let it kill you, consume you wholly
in some addiction, or outburst, or you might stop and could consider, that your old life is over
and its not coming back.
I'd say, if you're looking for direction, or maybe not sure where to go from here, you should
ask yourself, might I be better applying myself to new dreams? To changing things that are
within my power to change? That if there is any chance of dreaming new dreams, of changing
the situation that lead here, we must all ask, what can I contribute to making that happen?
It might enable you to find new things to dream, and accomplish.
Often grief and calamity snatches from us our dreams, and makes of us warriors. You lose your fear
before others realize you've lost your fear.
Grief is a weapon. It is a disciplinary. It will train you up, tear you to pieces, and if you let it,
make you new again, better than before. And no fed can snatch that dream, no chance or fate can
take that sense of control from you, the imperitive to reorient the world, and think about and gain
or attain a clarity of life and purpose. It'll change you profoundly when you find it.
Understand, you have these feelings in you, these moral outrages over what happened, which shouldn't
have happened, and that you need to express it, or it can and will destroy you.
I know it can seem like nothing ever changes. That everything is chance, and circumstance.
I guess you'll just have to think about it, and roll the dice.