I never thought it would happen to me. I never wanted to ever touch the stuff but when a close friend I trusted with my life introduced me to crack cocaine he said it wasn't as bad as i thought. The fuck it isn't. Ive been hiding this addiction for 3 years now and I just know my life is so close to crashing down into nothing because I cant stop using this nigger drug. Ive always said it was for niggers and I admit im basically a nigger now. Any advice on how I stop smoking this shit between all the deserved insults would be appreciated. I need to get a grip and I can't believe ive managed to hold my life together this long.. but I can feel the rocky bottom fast approaching and im desperate to stop. This is absolutely a cry for help.
Good on you for writing this and asking for help. I respect that. You clearly understand that you need to stop. All you need to do is not do any(crack) today. That’s all. Keep that mindset every single day and only focus on getting past today. After enough todays go by, you won’t want to let yourself down by fucking it up. It all starts today. If you have phone numbers of people that you can get it from, you need to break up with those people. Delete their numbers, ghost their calls if they call. You must distance yourself from it physically. You only need to get through today. When you wake up tomorrow, you only have one more day to get through. I dont care what it is, if you can make it thirty days, you are home free. Only the first week will suck. The other three weeks just make you feel better and have more respect for yourself again.
It’s just one day bro. You can do this. Don’t be a fag.
JudyStroyer 1 points 7 hours ago
Good on you for writing this and asking for help. I respect that. You clearly understand that you need to stop. All you need to do is not do any(crack) today. That’s all. Keep that mindset every single day and only focus on getting past today. After enough todays go by, you won’t want to let yourself down by fucking it up. It all starts today. If you have phone numbers of people that you can get it from, you need to break up with those people. Delete their numbers, ghost their calls if they call. You must distance yourself from it physically. You only need to get through today. When you wake up tomorrow, you only have one more day to get through. I dont care what it is, if you can make it thirty days, you are home free. Only the first week will suck. The other three weeks just make you feel better and have more respect for yourself again.
It’s just one day bro. You can do this. Don’t be a fag.