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I posted before about how my only local family banned me from Christmas get together because I'm not jabbed. Spoke to my real father a few hours ago, we only talk about once a month. He asked where I'm going for Christmas, and I told him nowhere and why. He almost started crying, OMG son why aren't you jabbed?

Fucking whole family I've know for almost 50 years are brainwashed. My best friend, and I don't have many is with me, anti-covid jab. He and wife just got it last week. Banned from work 10 days unpaid, 4 kids, 2 jabbed because of forceful work jabs, 2 not. Whole family is fine, and nothing serious.

I smoke like 2+ packs a day, and probably diabetic, but can't afford the medical tests and treatments. I drink a LOT, I'm wildly out of shape, and honestly don't give a fuck, but I am a bit concerned considering people in my condition seem the most likely to have a really bad reaction to the common cold.

weird part is over the years I've had really bad colds / flu laying me up for days. I haven't honestly had one of those in like 4 years. I've NEVER gotten a flu shot, and never gotten sick like the people with the flu shots have.

Sorry for the "reddit" format, I HATE wall-o-text, and like making things readable in quasi-paragraphs. I was on old voat from almost the day Ellen Pao took over reddit, and have been mostly a lurker like I am most everywhere. I'm not asking for pity, I'm not asking for anything, I just wanted to say this garbage in a place where no one gives a fuck, and maybe someone will read it. No agenda, no reason, just a place to freely speak my mind. That's why I am here, have been, and always will be.

Thanks for listening, and let the cuck, and downvoats begin.

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He led me to his friends. One was just staring into the window at the side entrance hoping someone would help.

Went inside and got some tuna for them. Went back the next morning on my way back out to the field and gave some more. Usually they can survive the cold when given enough food (it's not below zero or anything here).

Wish I could have taken them home, they were very nice.

I was stationed in Egypt for over a year. I get it. The Muslim culture that stems from the Islam religion is absolutely disgusting.

I could go on for pages about how little they value life. Including their own, or even their children's. They will GLADLY have their own child murdered to either get a massive payout or to make THEMSELVES a martyr.

We literally had to take training on how to drive in Egypt. Specifically, if you saw a parent with a young child at the side of the road, slow down, and give them a wide berth, because it wasn't unusual for them to throw their child under the wheels of expensive looking vehicles. Egyptian law required the person who ran over the child to pay the family "reparations" for any income the child MAY have earned for the rest of its life. We were taught that if it happened, we were to make a bee-line for the embassy to be shipped out of country immediately.

They literally had a contingency for parents purposely murdering their children.

I was in the middle of writing out my life story as to what led me to this point and it was getting pretty long and detailed but I deleted it because I thought it's not relevant. I have been pushing myself whenever I could for most of my life and I was always against taking the easy route. It has only been recently where I have fallen and have been working towards climbing back up. Current material conditions have gotten worse where I live and it has made me realize that so long as you have security in terms of not freezing to death and having a healthy diet everything else is a blessing. You should be spending your money on growing your tools/skillet and improving the security/sphere of influence of the people around you.

Beware of anything "fun" like alcohol, drugs, porn, video games as they are just tools for others to take advantage of your time and energy towards their own well being. There are some educational videos games that can make people more engaged/think critically with the material/content they involve themselves with and I will place these as an exception. However, they're dangerous gateways because it can encourage kids/adolescents to engage in mindless button mashing and uncritical reception of mindless visuals in other basal video games. Oh, there's also the fact that these virtual worlds run on very real hardware in the real world that they surround themselves with.

Anyways, I've made a lot of changes in the past 13 months and deleting all this porn is just another step forward.

I'm done with this shit.

If white America saw what I saw and knew what niggers, druggies, and third world spics were TRULY capable of, there would be a purge tomorrow I promise you that. Being assigned to a nonwhite district shit hole and seeing how these people live was a shock. Couldn't do it anymore with professionalism due to politics preventing us from locking these coons up and wanting us to baby them

My best friend died. He was one of the last people on Earth in my circle and that I trusted. Last time I seen him he was fine, then the next day he woke up and said his joints were hurting bad and he couldn't get out of bed so his wife thought he had the flu and let him sleep in. She checked on him a couple hours later and he wouldn't wake up so she called the bamberlamps. They took him to the hospital and they said he had a bad infection (sepsis) and slipped into a coma so they sent him by heli to a major hospital. They immediately put him on life support. They said the infection was attacking all of his organs.

After 4 days they told his wife to make end of life plans and that he wouldn't survive. He had sepsis and they couldn't get any antibiotics to work. He remained in a coma for 34 days and then he woke up. Entropy had set in and his mind wasn't working right to the point that I thought he had brain damage. It was hard standing by his bed seeing that. I asked him if he knew who I was and he said "yes, you're my brother". So then they transferred him to a different hospital/rehab place I guess to keep him comfortable until he died. 5 days after arriving at this place they took out his trach and he could whisper. He remembered us and everything but it was like he had a brain injury. A few days later he seemed to be getting better and we started getting our hopes up. He wanted to sit up and was talking more and could finally move his hands and hold water to drink it. I felt good leaving there that day thinking that maybe he was gonna pull through.

The very next day his wife said he woke up and had a very clear mind and seemed almost normal for most of the day. Then that evening he coded three times and passed away. He was 51. I can't even process it. My best friend isn't on this planet anymore. I'll miss talking to him on the phone and hearing him berate Biden and leftists. He hated them with a passion. He was one of the good ones. The town methhead is healthy, though. That MF'r will probably live to be 100.