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My blood pressure is out control. Lost my job earlier this year. Have a warrant cause my crazy ex beat the shit out of me and I fought back. Alcoholic. Lost four animals in the space of three months. Have been getting dead friends showing up in dreams and giving me hugs while making me feel warm and like I'm being lifted. Ive lurked these places for a long time frome voat, to poal, conpro and here. I feel like I'm absolutely losing it. You're all just names but ya mean more to me than some of my irl friends. This is one of the only places I feel at home