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Was down in Florida for a family reunion. My brother woke me up before the second plane hit and I watched that thing come out the side of the screen. That was the visual today that made me remember. I remember that exact Frozen second of that thing appearing. I can't imagine not seeing it live. It was the only way to experience it.
Then Air Force One took off right next to us. It was really weird. We spent the day in an air airport and there's a lot of machine guns around, no flights. Somebody was buying a moving truck so we rode home in the pitch black back of it. I got home and all the puppies were dead. They had gotten sick. They were all over the place. a really really weird time. My band name at the time was spin laden. I didnt know what a bin laden was. On 9/10/01 i wrote a page called New Century America. All of this contributed to solipsism. I felt maybe i was dreaming.
I moved to New York City a year and a half later and it was still a pit. The cross was still standing and everything. Chuck what's his name wrote a book claiming that the Kid A album matched the events of 9/11. So I started listening to that album as if it represented that day.
Either way all I know is I stayed messed up until at least 2008. I remember still being messed up about it during that year.
I don't recall the method by which we attained time travel. It was just some perspective swapping. But suddenly we were forced to see the world as it is, which is like a soup of time. I felt that we were rearranging the past to be honest.
Whatever's happening, cynicism and nihilism are not the answer to it. Laughter is a pretty good answer to it. And honesty. I am going to be quite honest today and I have a microphone. Some people are taking a microdose of mushrooms and I think I might eat some of that before I get on the mic.
Anyway it's a soup. If you have a guaranteed entropy or evil or whatever, you can either store it in the core, and then your core is concentrated evil, or you can spread it to the surface, and then your covered in the shit. Or you can disperse it and deal with it a little at a time everyday. That is the realm we are in. We swim right alongside the shit and have to manage that situation every second. And that doesnt make this a toilet. Oh no. The shit is in the soup. And you might eat some. In fact youre definitely gonna eat some shit.
I gotta say, I was dreading the trip. Two flights, 5-6 hours each way. I’m not a fan of flying but I wouldn’t drive that distance for anything. High Point for the market, but we stayed in Greensboro and drove in each day. The weather was mild, warm and sunny, not too humid. I liked the friendliness and manners of the people. Definitely dove into some local food. Fried trout was one and Biscuitville! Biscuitville is pretty cool. Best part, no dirty fucking Mexicans. Yeah, there’s a lot of coons, but that’s where they live, whatever. The roads were neat and clean. Didn’t see any homeless beggars where we were. Definitely saw a ton of pretty White girls. Even pointed it out to the wife as we were dining and the place was filling up, noting how everyone was thin and done up. A lot of blondes there, more than in NorCal All in all, I’d do it again.
I was explaining how Shariah law was incompatible with White nations. Their only answer was that to prove God's kindness, my only choice is to sit there, and wait to get killed, so i can show the love of Jesus to others. I tried explaining there wont be any Christianity to spread if all those Christians are dead. Instead I was told that the only way to stop this is to placate and enable muslims, giving them the religious tolerance they need to practice. See Jesus is coming back soon, and since well all be dead soon, who gives a shit? (paraphrasing their words, not mine). As far as they're concerned, even bringing it up is too much. But if those same ass fucks criticize us? Well the onus is now on me to show the kindness of Christ by placating them. So let me get this straight, all i can do is sit there and get fucked by islam, whilst those same assholes can force demands on me and i have to listen? They can kill me, my family, and my entire neighborhood. But if i bring it up, im the bad guy?
Give it 30 days. That's how long it takes to route finished goods to a dock and send a ship to the shining shores of the usa from "Ghina". Price increases you are seeing here now are existing stock. Worried merchants are anticipating the future. Over there, they are not loading jack or shit onto ships right now. When the existing stocks start running out thoughout may/june, you will see the shit hit the fan and zombie crazed shoppers snatching up the last overpriced bullshit.
Remember that Ghina doesn't just import 14% of their crap to the usa, but that Americans use that Chinese crap to produce goods as well. Unless our government turns around right now, it will get very very ugly. You heard it here so don't hide your head in the sand and hope it changes. IDGAF, I've got 95% of what my family needs right now, been planning for this (or worse). If you haven't, you have a short window right now: otherwise, too fucking bad.
All dried out and feeling good. Put on a couple pounds while I was in. Here's how it went and expect a wall of text.
Got in. They do preliminary screening which is a bunch of questions and giving a urine sample. They took my clothes and my books. Changed into scrubs and headed to the DT ward (detox.) That's where they keep ya while waiting for a bed in the rehab wing.
I was notified of payment when I got there. $1300 a day. Seeing how many folks were there looks like they'd be bringing in around $26k that day.
I was assigned a room with a really hard mattress and pillows cased in vinyl that smelled of band aids. I had a roommate for a little while. He just slept and ate Valiums so no big deal.
The food wasn't bad at all and we were fed about every four hours with snacks and other drinks. Actually had BBQ beef brisket with Mac and cheese, scalloped potatoes, side salad and a cherry Italian ice once. Pretty decent for facility food.
Most of the folks including staff were White which was pleasant. Most patients were there for fentanyl, alcohol and meth. Talked to one of them and they had been there 19 times. Glad they're going but damn.
Course we had a queen b. Theyre moderately attractive women who flirt with nearly all the men. It's fake and obvious. Annoying too.
I spent most of my time reading and planning that I'd do when I got out. It gave me peace and thinking clearly I could formulate plans better.
Made two friends and sponsors while I was there too.
Classes were pretty good and largely run by recovered addicts. It did get a little tiring everytime someone new joined and the social worker would go through their life story again.
I did take my time to explain central banking, Rothschilds, Rockefellers and Saudi oil shieks to a few folks. Explained Epsteins island to a few more and why we're never gonna get any evidence. Shit all over reddit. Explained to two guys how bottom surgery works for mtf trannies. They were horrified. One being a 50 year old country guy that slurs his words together and thought there were lasers attached to our rooms to keep us in. I figured I blended in ok after talking to one patient about the anunaki.
So quite the host of characters. Margo was likely the most wild and funniest. Seemed like a genuinely good woman that made some really bad decisions in her life but her stories were hysterical. She was wanting to bounce early and go back with her bf that cooks crack and sells weed, lsd and shrooms. My buddy and I were vehemently against it and told her as much. Hopefully she stuck around.
I could see the blue ride mountains from my room and outside in the yard. Talked with some locals about hurricane Helene that experienced it first hand. Some locals told me the town next door was infested with users and homeless after the city council decided to tell the whole US if you are using and homeless we have housing. Native population is around 70k so I bet ya know how well that's working.
Anyway. I missed yall and I'll catch up with everyone over time. Got a lot to do and will be attending local meetings to keep it going. Thanks again for all your support!
I remember when my family used to look at slides in the projector on Christmas Eve. Still photos my grandma couldn't recognize anymore. We did it anyway. Tradition.
I remember the roller rinks with neon light cascading to the waved hardwood floors. The smell of popcorn and coin op games like Double Dragon. The songs of the 80s.
I remembered when my folks rented a VCR and King Kong. First movie I ever saw with special effects. I remember the place long white walls and it was close to the center.
I grew up in a largely White suburban neighborhood. We had a block parties on a regular a test of mettle for the cooking men. My school was about two blocks away. We had festivals there. Cake walks and all.
I took a ring pop out to a girl I loved in elementary school. Her name was Jamie and she lived on a farm right out of town. I gave her all my cool pencils. She was a farmer girl. Tan with blonde hair.her folks owned many acres.
My buddy Eric liked what would become semi simulator but this was blocky roads and basic interface.
We had a loft for reading time. It was filled with cushions and reading was expected for at least an hour.
This is the best time so far. Right now. I got a little Factory going, got away from all the Psychopaths, played a bunch of gigs but now I'm tired of that too. Just having visions of the moment of creation, trying to stop controlling things and instead just letting my whiteness take over. Its working!
Whenever you see a movie or go to a pastor, you are led to believe the Romans were the ones who killed Jesus. Whils this does sound plausible at first ... it doesnt. See Pilate himself said he washes himself of the sin of crucifying Jesus. Hence, the question becomes, who really killed Jesus? Was it really the Romans, or rather did the Romans simply let the pharisees kill him? Whilst Jesus is dead both ways the question of who actually commited the crime gives a very different meaning to the rejection of Christ. If the Romans did it the question becomes why would the Romans kill someone who by their own words posed no threat to them? And if the pharisees killed them, it proves they rejected Christ. One of these makes sense, the other is complete nonsensical horseshit
I live in a relatively safe apartment complex in my town. Sure I can hear the assholes with their SCAT packs tearing their cars down the road. Outside of the symphony of dead smoke detector batteries it's not bar. Course the buildings were natural brick that new owners decided to paint grey just to add the prison touch.
I was hanging out with a neighbor and we watched three dark black niggers walking up the apartment block street speaking some sort of african language.
I said, "that's not fucking good."
He replied "yes."
Don't get me wrong. I want a fucking ranch with a well trained bull and rooster that'll charge the IRS guy in the yard but I'm not there yet.
