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I have all these areas around my house where the birds build nests. I go around and knock the nests down before they’re completed. I knocked a nest down this morning that had two eggs in it, whatever. Just now I knocked a nest down and a little baby bird with no feathers, a little pink bird, fell out Ont the ground and was squeaking. I a had to crush it with the end of the broom. I had to. What could I do otherwise, I had just destroyed its home.
Fuck. I should have looked up into the nest and made sure. If I had done that and saw the little baby bird, I would have let it go and left it alone.
Fuck. Fuck. God dammit. Fuck.