When I am not sure of anything else, I know there is a burning ember of hate in my chest that wants to get even with the officers of the court that murder unborn banies and elevate illiterate scum above geniuses through affirmative action.
Eventually you'll get to kill kikes and niggers with impunity, because this entire clown world is about to collapse. What's not to like about shooting kikes and niggers in the face???
I created this account explicitly for you anon. Apparently my sister asked the same question may 25th and said no, I guess she decided that there wasnr anything left worth living for.
Ultimately it's up to you to make your meaning and determine where you belong in this world, and what you can do for it.
All I know is your people need you and quitting just means you never really belonged here.
This world is only for the strong.
And the weakness of men is the ruin of the world.
Feel free to message me if you need it.
Do as others said, read Ebola. Read about the mannerbund. Go to the gym or exercise outside.
Strength is a choice, and living isn't sufficient, you have to live for something or someone.
If you're not, then you haven't really been living.
Im sorry to hear that...your sister was born into a world that has lost all connection to reality. It's hard to keep sane when everything has been designed to wreak havoc and cause chaos.
I live solely for my obligations. I have people that depend on me that would struggle without me. I eat well, I’m in the best shape of my life. I have a good career.
I don’t want to do any of this any more and would check-out if I could. I feel like a work animal that’s destined to pull the plow until I die. I look forward to nothing and have nothing positive to live for.
suicidal thoughts are a natural reaction to an imbalance in your hormonal system. Learn to do the things you need to do for your body to produce the right mixture of neurotransmitters. This makes the question whether living is good or not disappear instantly.
Your body produces the right endotransmitters only when:
You feed it properly. Veggies, meat, fruit, and a LITTLE bit of carbs like wheat and potatoes, no artificial flavouring, but spices are good.
Enough sunlight and fresh air. See that you spend at least an hour in the sun/halfshade 6 days a week, without sunglasses and with as much skin exposed as possible.
Go to bed early enough that you dont have to hurry to sleep, and stay on a regular sleeping schedule, even at the weekends you shouldnt stay awake longer than maybe one or two hours, and dont sleep in longer than one oir two hours.
Exercise. Make muscles grow, get your blood flowing. at least 3 times a week 45 minutes of elevated pulse, stretching and mobilising. Some heavy lifting for men, some bodywork for women.
Control the narrative. You choose what you see. If i am having a bad day and a nigger walks by me, i dont look at the nigger so as not to be dragged down emotionally by its abysmal ugliness.
Read "Ride the Tiger" by Evola, he deals with living and thriving through a time of degeneracy. Nothing lasts forever, not the good times or the bad.
The gist of the book is this: you can either feel sorry for yourself having to live through the bad and degenerate times or feel privileged you are one of those carrying and protecting the kindle that is white people/western man/etc. until the flame is once again great.
Yeah, because why the fuck not? If only to piss off your enemies.
Also, go to a church one or two times before you kill yourself, just for the bucket list.
E: Meaning church mass on a Sunday morning with a bunch of other folks in it.
E2: One more thing. You can sit in the back of the church. I severely doubt (99.99%) anyone in the church will bother you. Just do it. Show up with whatever clothes. No suit or "Sunday's best" required.
E3: Someone mentioned "Ride of the Tiger." I don't know about that. Things like "Ride of Valkyries" is one of the reasons why I live: https://www.bitchute.com/video/RnKJrO6iSOGv/
If you are smart and strong it’s ok. You can get more than what you’d normally have in the current system, but you have to be ready 24/7 and that’s impossible to do solo. Get strong then find like minded people, the strong people won’t follow if you’re flabby.
I live solely for my obligations. I have people that depend on me that would struggle without me. I eat well, I’m in the best shape of my life. I have a good career.
I don’t want to do any of this any more and would check-out if I could. I feel like a work animal that’s destined to pull the plow until I die. I look forward to nothing and have nothing positive to live for.
Yes by striving to become the best version of you possible: mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. This starts with a simple choice, then daily grind of practicing discipline which will eventually reap benefits which will create a feedback loop of positive energy within you. This will transform you into a highly confident version of yourself that will attract a good woman who shares those same traits or at least admires them enough to see you as a real catch (whom will want to have your children) and not some hopeless porn addicted self loathing cuck. The shortcut to all of this is to seek God first because his word and your meditation towards it will teach you, daily, how to accomplish being a light in such a dark world.
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If you’re not white, then no.
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When I am not sure of anything else, I know there is a burning ember of hate in my chest that wants to get even with the officers of the court that murder unborn banies and elevate illiterate scum above geniuses through affirmative action.
I hate therefore I am.
Live for revenge.
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[ - ] anon 1248204 0 points 3.9 yearsJun 3, 2021 18:19:56 ago (+0/-0)
Burn. I'll walk around the smoldering corpses without remorse.
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Ultimately it's up to you to make your meaning and determine where you belong in this world, and what you can do for it.
All I know is your people need you and quitting just means you never really belonged here.
This world is only for the strong.
And the weakness of men is the ruin of the world.
Feel free to message me if you need it.
Do as others said, read Ebola. Read about the mannerbund. Go to the gym or exercise outside.
Strength is a choice, and living isn't sufficient, you have to live for something or someone.
If you're not, then you haven't really been living.
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[ - ] anon 2586561 2 points 3.9 yearsJun 3, 2021 06:00:00 ago (+2/-0)
Don't kill yourself anon. Thats a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
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[ - ] anon 1110961 3 points 3.9 yearsJun 3, 2021 11:52:00 ago (+3/-0)
I don’t want to do any of this any more and would check-out if I could. I feel like a work animal that’s destined to pull the plow until I die. I look forward to nothing and have nothing positive to live for.
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[ - ] anon 2122830 3 points 3.9 yearsJun 3, 2021 07:20:42 ago (+3/-0)
Unless you live in Haiti and its variants. Then you are fucked.
I have a new hobby lately - Tell people what will happen, then later confront them with the fulfilled "prophecy" and literally laugh into their face.
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[ - ] anon 2785257 3 points 3.9 yearsJun 3, 2021 06:13:04 ago (+3/-0)
Your body produces the right endotransmitters only when:
You feed it properly. Veggies, meat, fruit, and a LITTLE bit of carbs like wheat and potatoes, no artificial flavouring, but spices are good.
Enough sunlight and fresh air. See that you spend at least an hour in the sun/halfshade 6 days a week, without sunglasses and with as much skin exposed as possible.
Go to bed early enough that you dont have to hurry to sleep, and stay on a regular sleeping schedule, even at the weekends you shouldnt stay awake longer than maybe one or two hours, and dont sleep in longer than one oir two hours.
Exercise. Make muscles grow, get your blood flowing. at least 3 times a week 45 minutes of elevated pulse, stretching and mobilising. Some heavy lifting for men, some bodywork for women.
Control the narrative. You choose what you see. If i am having a bad day and a nigger walks by me, i dont look at the nigger so as not to be dragged down emotionally by its abysmal ugliness.
meh.. thats enough for now
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[ - ] anon 2785257 0 points 3.9 yearsJun 3, 2021 08:49:08 ago (+1/-1)
i still am happy everyday because i force my body to produce the correct neurotransmitters.
now fuck off whining someplace else faggot.
i am stronger than depression.
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[ - ] anon 2785257 -1 points 3.9 yearsJun 3, 2021 10:42:16 ago (+0/-1)
YES I HAVE EXPERIENCED ALL OF THAT
you fucking moron
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[ - ] anon 1006064 3 points 3.9 yearsJun 3, 2021 03:27:01 ago (+3/-0)
The gist of the book is this: you can either feel sorry for yourself having to live through the bad and degenerate times or feel privileged you are one of those carrying and protecting the kindle that is white people/western man/etc. until the flame is once again great.
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[ - ] anon 1516505 2 points 3.9 yearsJun 3, 2021 03:52:10 ago (+2/-0)*
Also, go to a church one or two times before you kill yourself, just for the bucket list.
E: Meaning church mass on a Sunday morning with a bunch of other folks in it.
E2: One more thing. You can sit in the back of the church. I severely doubt (99.99%) anyone in the church will bother you. Just do it. Show up with whatever clothes. No suit or "Sunday's best" required.
E3: Someone mentioned "Ride of the Tiger." I don't know about that. Things like "Ride of Valkyries" is one of the reasons why I live:
https://www.bitchute.com/video/RnKJrO6iSOGv/
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Just keep in mind: vengeance belongs to God. You're the same flesh bag as your neighbor. You'll only do fleshly harm. Let God have them.
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[ - ] anon 2581541 0 points 3.9 yearsJun 3, 2021 17:52:43 ago (+0/-0)
Maybe reincarnation isn't real. But are you willing to take that risk? Are you willing to trade this life to be turned into one of them?
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I don’t want to do any of this any more and would check-out if I could. I feel like a work animal that’s destined to pull the plow until I die. I look forward to nothing and have nothing positive to live for.
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In fact I'm willing to bet its just about the only thing keeping the u.s. from imploding.
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