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So I'm A big tough guy and I know everything....

submitted by PuttitoutIsGone to whatever 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 20:43:02 ago (+12/-3)     (whatever)

My sister is an addict. A junkie. She maintains a good job by being a RN/BSN agent for a big insurance company.I lost al respect for her because I couldn't relate to her condition. I felt like you control your own fate. You are resposible for your actions. Easy peasy. She would tell me I had no clue to her situation. This hurt me because we we always close. Like close as being almost the same person.
So when she started with the opiates iwas hurt and felt betrayed. We drifted apart.
I , within the past few years tried my hardest to understand what she was going through. So I decided to take the bull by the horns and do heorin. I made myself addicted. For two months I snorted Heroin daily and got high as fuck.

Part of me was sure I was above addiction and it wouldnt happen. It happened. First off the high I got from the H was minimal. Not even as fun as weed, But it demands you do it again....and again...in fact that is a;ll the drug really is. Just a demand that you do more with no real payoff. You don't get high , you just get to feel good enough to function. And that's the roll..keep doing it just so you can keep doing it. Shit is straight out of hell. Pure evil.

I thought I could dive into the world of opiate addiction and hop out. Wrong..I'm clean but it has me. I won't ever be right again. The understanding I got from the experience has brought me and my sister close again...but what a fucking price. I don't care. I went there and now i can lead her. Opiates are pure hell. No lie. Straight up hell on earth. Don't judge the junkie. They are already in hell.

I didn't do opiates this and will never do them agaim. I can say I was smart enough to research how to detox and come off of them but holy fuck I wasn't ready for how it really is to come off that shit. You litterally want to die.
I don't rerally know why I'm sharing this with you faggots. I guess some of you that know me have noticed the lack of paticipation from me of late. Now you know why. I went to hell to help my sister. I have done that. I get it now. Don't do what I did. That fucking shit is no joke. It really is hell..

Peace.


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[ - ] out -1 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 22:14:16 ago (+0/-1)

Always assumed you were a degenerate piece of shit.

Now I get closure that your BS story proves it's true.

[ - ] PuttitoutIsGone [op] 0 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 22:21:53 ago (+0/-0)

Why even bother writing this? I did what I did and i shared it. Eat a big fat nigger cock you fucking kike.

[ - ] out 0 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 22:31:13 ago (+0/-0)

Your actions explain your behavior.

[ - ] PuttitoutIsGone [op] 0 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 22:50:03 ago (+0/-0)

You know...next time...the gas chambers will be real. :)

[ - ] out 0 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 23:05:18 ago (+0/-0)

You'll be in them, with all the other unproductive useless eaters, if there is any real justice in this world.

[ - ] PuttitoutIsGone [op] 0 points 3.9 yearsAug 1, 2021 00:00:31 ago (+0/-0)

You sound scared. Don't worry...i near it's mostly painless.

[ - ] SparklingWiggle 0 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 21:57:54 ago (+0/-0)

"almost the same person"

Just so you realize fucking her isn't masturbation.

[ - ] PuttitoutIsGone [op] 1 point 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 22:04:33 ago (+1/-0)

I take it you don't have siblings...

[ - ] AlexanderMorose13 0 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 23:46:51 ago (+0/-0)

Shit man, life is really hard to fight through sometimes, but you do it because you have to. I was always afraid of addiction, because I saw so many people around me that got addicted to some of the strangest things. I did manage to keep myself away from everything that wasn't a natural substance.

[ - ] PuttitoutIsGone [op] 0 points 3.9 yearsAug 1, 2021 00:10:50 ago (+0/-0)

Stay away. I was convinced I couldn't be addicted.....nope.

[ - ] Empire_of_the_Mind 0 points 3.9 yearsAug 1, 2021 01:31:52 ago (+0/-0)

you're an idiot

[ - ] AloisH 0 points 3.9 yearsAug 1, 2021 02:15:46 ago (+0/-0)

idiot woman but I guess they're about the same

[ - ] AloisH 0 points 3.9 yearsAug 1, 2021 02:14:15 ago (+0/-0)

Oh my god woman! You need to learn how to summarize.

[ - ] Her0n 2 points 3.9 yearsAug 1, 2021 01:02:22 ago (+2/-0)

You’re an idiot for putting yourself through it. Are you seriously that dense that you couldn’t imagine how awful that shit would be?

I’m baffled how one of your other hair-brained ideas hasn’t already destroyed you.

[ - ] whostolemyusername 3 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 20:56:30 ago (+3/-0)

I would judge them less if they didnt make it societies problem, Thieving bastards the lot of them.

[ - ] PuttitoutIsGone [op] 6 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 20:59:26 ago (+6/-0)

Not all junkies are street scum. My sis makes 80k a year. All wasted. Her reality is suboxone and xanex just to function. I have her now though. I will get her through this. It will take years but I will get her through it.

[ - ] Panic 2 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 23:22:01 ago (+2/-0)

The government makes drugs a problem. End all drug laws and drugs will be dirt cheap on the street. Druggies become criminals because of the laws, not the drugs.

[ - ] AlexanderMorose13 2 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 23:39:20 ago (+2/-0)

The entire reason that drugs became illegal in the first place was, like many things a government lies about, a twisted truth. There are some stupid fucking people out there, who can't handle their shit on drugs and make it a problem for the greater society at large. Because of these assholes, everyone else who doesn't have those issues is still branded by everyone as a representative of the same category. The problems isn't drugs or whether they're illegal or legal. The problem is the personal responsibility of the one using them or the lack thereof.

[ - ] i_scream_trucks 1 point 3.9 yearsAug 1, 2021 03:31:13 ago (+1/-0)*

No.

Just no.

Id rather just see bans on EMS responses to overdoses on non prescribed drugs and wherever they died they get left to rot for a bit so people themselves see what happens.

End the demand the supply becomes a pointless risk.

What kinds of drugs are infinitely more likely to kill the user or the user kill people? Well when was the last time you saw a joint smoker throw security guards off them and try and put a fist through a brick wall and not flinch?

[ - ] FacelessOne 3 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 21:00:36 ago (+3/-0)

If you dont have the self control to take responsibility for your own actions you deserve death

[ - ] PuttitoutIsGone [op] 5 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 21:03:31 ago (+5/-0)

I agree.

[ - ] account deleted by user 3 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 22:22:13 ago (+3/-0)

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[ - ] PuttitoutIsGone [op] 0 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 22:48:30 ago (+0/-0)

Thx man. The life of an addict is a rabbit hole. Trading suboxe for smack and timing the doses so yo don't get caught by the drug tests and then detoxing so the tests are right. It's fucking crazy as fuck.A whole nother world that can only be accessed by fellow junkies. I still have 100 zanez I got doing that shit. Two months and I was in another world. I feel good about it though. I now have the right to go there because I've been there. And they can tell if you're legit or not just by looking at you. You can see it everywhere. It only takes a second to see if someone is a junkie for me now. There is literally a whole world of addicts supporting addicts in every community....everywhere. It's insane. It's pure evil.

[ - ] account deleted by user 1 point 3.9 yearsAug 1, 2021 12:32:52 ago (+1/-0)

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[ - ] beece 6 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 21:50:14 ago (+6/-0)

Don't you wonder if crack Cocaine is addictive? Hmm, whats the worst that would occur? Oh, how about you get so locked into it that you wind up whoring yourself to anyone with a five dollar bill to get a nickel bag. But why even go there. Everyone knows how horrific it is, only a dumb fucking asshole would try it to say that they did it.

Same situation as in this case. Be strong and stay the fuck away from that shit will ya?

[ - ] PuttitoutIsGone [op] 3 points 3.9 yearsJul 31, 2021 21:55:17 ago (+3/-0)

My addiction journey actually started with me basing up a half ounce of coke. It's the H that is the demon. Coke is kidddy shit. No Lie.

[ - ] Her0n 2 points 3.9 yearsAug 1, 2021 01:03:15 ago (+2/-0)

Exactly, use other fools lives as cautionary tales. OP obviously paid no attention to the situation and isn’t much of a thinker to begin with.