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Tonight i lost a friend

submitted by Ifuckdolphinseverday to whatever 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 00:54:41 ago (+48/-0)     (whatever)

I've been caring for a eft for several years that i found on the side of the road. Feeding him by hand and watching his strength and health progress. I made the little guy a 75G palidarium with an island and self sustaining population of tropical fish and little bugs/ worms. Such a mysterious little soul.

It broke my heart to find him dead when i got home from another 16 hour day. His lifeless body floating in the water with no explanation. He would crawl out of the moss and foliage during feeding time and i could lead him around with the food like a puppy. I fed him every day for years. Watched him in fascination for countless hours as i try to maintain what little sanity i have. I've lost my parents, most of my family. Like most of you i've lost all my close friends. Now there is this immeasurable loss. I'd strangle a hundred thousand nigger babys with my owns and never so much as get a lump in my throat. My dear issac was not supposed to die this way. He was supposed to be a good old newt, someone my kids would know for another 15+ years. His magic now is gone, my stewardship over. I will be haunted by this loss.



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[ - ] UncleDoug 0 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 03:56:09 ago (+0/-0)

Sorry to hear OP

[ - ] MichaelStewart 0 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 05:39:33 ago (+0/-0)

Sorry for your loss.

[ - ] Jiggggg 0 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 07:33:14 ago (+0/-0)

I'm sorry man.

[ - ] AlexanderMorose13 0 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 09:00:51 ago (+0/-0)

I've gotten to a point of understanding where the best way to honor the animals that joyfully come into our lives is to remember the joy that they brought us, we brought them, and everything we shared. I doubt your newt would have wanted a funeral pyre or a parade, but if you feel moved enough to do so, you can give him a funeral. Grieve properly, and then let go. Most animals love unconditionally, and we need to learn to be more like them again.

[ - ] scoopadoop 0 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 09:11:08 ago (+0/-0)

Cultivate new life. this is not the end.

[ - ] QuasiVoat 0 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 09:45:09 ago (+0/-0)

I'm really sorry to hear that. We don't get to choose how our heart loves.

[ - ] Broc_Liath 0 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 09:53:26 ago (+0/-0)

Ahhh, sorry man, that really sucks.

[ - ] Boardallday_420_2 0 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 11:36:43 ago (+0/-0)

R.I.P. thanks for giving the little guy a nice life.

[ - ] Rowdybme 0 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 12:15:24 ago (+0/-0)

Shame sorry to hear ifuckdolphinseveryday

[ - ] thebearfromstartrack4 0 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 13:51:18 ago (+0/-0)

Perhaps you'll become an Hor de overies? You'll get over it. Snap out of it. EVERYBODY dies. At least he's/she's not saddled with YOU forever now? So he's got THAT going for him. You pussy.

[ - ] ButtToucha9000 1 point 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 02:28:54 ago (+1/-0)

Aww that really sucks man. A newt, you say? They live about a decade yeah? Maybe he was an old soul when you found him. I'm sure he enjoyed his friendship with you regardless.

[ - ] uvulectomy 3 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 02:35:00 ago (+3/-0)

20 years or so depending on species. And an eft is a juvenile newt, so it was just a wee thing when he found it.

[ - ] BlowjaySimpson 1 point 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 03:10:27 ago (+1/-0)

There there, fren.

[ - ] puppy528 1 point 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 05:49:06 ago (+1/-0)

Do you have a picture of him you can share with us?

[ - ] NumbDigger 2 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 06:24:23 ago (+2/-0)

F

[ - ] xmasskull 3 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 01:00:41 ago (+4/-1)

No pics? Didn't happen.

[ - ] OldGoat 3 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 01:32:40 ago (+3/-0)

Shit man. So you do have kids right? If so, you have bigger things to take care of. Not trying to diminish your loss.

[ - ] UrCoolerOlderBrother 3 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 02:38:30 ago (+3/-0)

Rip in peace Issac

[ - ] RMGoetbbels 3 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 04:27:30 ago (+3/-0)

I'm sorry bro. It sucks because Isaac hated shitskins too and if he were bigger would have ate them.

[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry 4 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 03:13:52 ago (+4/-0)

Sorry for your loss, man. I lost a pet pretty recently too. If you need to talk about it, hit me up. I could actually do better talking about it, because it fucking sucks and I still see her everywhere. Anyway, hit me up if you're hurting.

[ - ] masuji 7 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 04:15:48 ago (+7/-0)

At least you still have your dolphins to fuck every day.
At 16 hours a day it's a thankless job. Thats a lot of dolphin fucking.
I bet your nickname is free willy.

Sorry about the newt fwiw.

[ - ] bobdole9 9 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 01:02:10 ago (+9/-0)

F

[ - ] Hall_of_Cost 9 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 01:08:20 ago (+9/-0)

May he rest in peace.

[ - ] Belrick 9 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 03:42:29 ago (+9/-0)

When my hawk died I cried like baby.

I feel your pain. Humans are meant to bond with God's creatures

[ - ] Jiggggg 5 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 07:34:39 ago (+5/-0)

I'm reading your reply while surrounded by my animals. You're absolutely right. Bonding with God's creatures is one of the deepest joys in life.

[ - ] mannerbund 0 points 3.2 yearsFeb 16, 2022 14:07:51 ago (+0/-0)

Too bad the humanoids like niggers and jews can't bond the same way. They'd die by the thousands before my dogs were made to suffer.