My fiancé died a couple years ago. I thought he was having a heart attack, since I hadn’t until that point seen anyone die. His chest was very big I’d say up to his chin puffed out. Arms were down by his side. Later I figured out he was having a fentanyl overdose. Well that sucks because I happened to have had narcan in the cabinet by random chance. But see I would’ve first needed to know he was using fentanyl. All I heard was a loud thud and I came runnin and he was on the ground.
I wouldn’t say it’s a ‘what if’ for me at all. It’s more of a ‘well shit I guess that’s what it is then’ feeling. I’m disappointed but what does that matter. I’m a little more upset that when I went through his personal paperwork I learned about the HIV and HepC. Now that hurt. I didn’t really know this person. And also, I’m completely repulsed by the very idea of anyone ever touching me again. That’s where I’m at right now. It’s just too much to deal with and it was pretty much all I wanted before this happened. Love. Yea, not for everyone I suppose. I’m not the best picker clearly.
I dunno about in general, but that time you clearly picked someone you didn't even know. What do you think of finding people you like, then getting to know them well? (aside from whether or not there'll ever be touching involved)
"Love."
I tried to remain healthy, and did longer than most. Then one day I caught a severe case of love. Whew. I'm obviously still alive to type this reply, but it was close there for awhile.
Step 1. Go to mall. Step 2. Sit on Santa's lap. Step 3. Tell him you want your George Floyd back for Christmas. Step 4. ??? Step 5. It's basically the story line for "Pet Cemetary", but with more flying reindeer.
Thanks. His loss really. I was in my shed in back, and I heard him on the phone and then five minutes later a car pulled up, I heard him walk out the gate. He was in the car out there about five six minutes. Then I heard the car door shut, the gate open again, and he walked back into the patio and right then I heard a very loud thud like when you fall and take something big down with you. So I’m assuming he did a big snort toot of that shit and by the time he swallowed that first drip down the throat he overdosed. That’s the only way he could invest it and have time to walk back in like that. I heard when you inject fent you’re dead before you’re finished pushing the plunger in, if you do too much. So he wouldn’t have had time to walk back in. Apparently if you smoke the shit you have much less chance of dying from overdosing. It’s crazy too, one day I was watching the news and they showed an officer who was wearing a body cam was putting on some gloves to test a substance they found on someone, and I guess he got some on his hand or some got on him somehow but the video shows him putting on gloves and suddenly freezing up and falling over like a stiff board, HANDS BY HIS SIDE just like Johnny. That’s when it was like hey wtf cuz my mom said that if you have a heart attack you reach for your heart but Johnnys arms were straight at his sides
one day I was watching the news and they showed an officer who was wearing a body cam was putting on some gloves to test a substance they found on someone, and I guess he got some on his hand or some got on him somehow but the video shows him putting on gloves and suddenly freezing up and falling over like a stiff board,
That was fake They all are. From the dollar bill one to the highway one. It's a lie, don't perpetuate it please.
Step 1: There are no women on the internet. Step 2: Your finance was a he, therefore you are a faggot. Step 3: Narcan doesn't just sit around the house unless you are/were a drug addict degenerate. Step 4: Go fuck yourself attention seeking faggot, go back to deddit. Step 5: Make better life choices and do a better job vetting a partner.
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I dunno about in general, but that time you clearly picked someone you didn't even know. What do you think of finding people you like, then getting to know them well? (aside from whether or not there'll ever be touching involved)
"Love."
I tried to remain healthy, and did longer than most. Then one day I caught a severe case of love. Whew. I'm obviously still alive to type this reply, but it was close there for awhile.
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Step 2. Sit on Santa's lap.
Step 3. Tell him you want your George Floyd back for Christmas.
Step 4. ???
Step 5. It's basically the story line for "Pet Cemetary", but with more flying reindeer.
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My mom keeps asking me when I’m going to find a girlfriend.
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That was fake They all are. From the dollar bill one to the highway one. It's a lie, don't perpetuate it please.
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Step 2: Your finance was a he, therefore you are a faggot.
Step 3: Narcan doesn't just sit around the house unless you are/were a drug addict degenerate.
Step 4: Go fuck yourself attention seeking faggot, go back to deddit.
Step 5: Make better life choices and do a better job vetting a partner.