this is the christmas gift and news that i didnt want to receive. my mother just told me that her doctor told her that she has pre leukemia. as the title says treatment will start after new years.
i'm numb right now because deep inside i was expecting this since she has been dealing with bone marrow issues for at least 2 years now. just yesterday her doctor gave her the news.
good thing that she is in high spirits and the doctor was optimist. she even told her that she could live with the condition for the remaining of her life.
that explains her body pains that started just 2 years ago,
see for yourself. her white blood cells and platelets began to show aberration 2 years ago. she had a bone marrow extraction which according to its painful as hell and that confirmed the diagnosis. i agree its cancer no need to sugarcoat it
you are preaching to the choir we all know that the people were lied to from the people and institutions that they place their trust.
she made a bad decision like other billions of people and only a handful could discern the charade. some earlier some late in the game.
the deed is done the consequences are for all the family to deal with. so in a nutshell you cant make somebody do something agaisnt their will.
at least she didnt called the unvaxxed to be quarantined or whatever. she thought that it was the best decision because the media were hyping the infected and the deaths up to the wazooo
when fear takes over, people can will do bad decisions that in insight werent the best ones. ( i was scared at the start when i saw the ppl supposedly dying on the streets in china) but then the contradictions began to surface and things began to NOT make sense as time passed by. by then i lost the fear because i knew it was bs. asymptomatic spread and double masking what was it did it for me. ALSO when i saw that amazon and walmart were open and small business where being closed then that was also a red light then they said that kids couldnt get it and then they changed their minds and ditto for dancing tik tok nurses
Sounds a bit like my mom. I told her not to get vaxxed, I told her why, in detail. But, she's a boomer, so she would rather listen to the fake doctors on TV than her own blood. She hasn't picked up leukemia, yet, but she may have received a placebo. She would never believe it though, because she believes, unwaiveringly, that vaccines of all kinds are legit medicine that work, and that they would never give people placebo vaxxes, because that would be unethical, and doctors, especially jewish doctors, are supremely ethical. And she's not sick yet, so clearly tHe JaB Is woRkInG.
i'm glad that your mom is okay. you dont want to be under this sword of Damocles anyways. if she took just one shot, i dont think she is too much in danger. if she took the second shots and the boosters then she is still blessed to be okay for now.
my neighbor is dealing with prostate cancer after his 4 shots (2 shots and 2 boosters) and now my mother(she only got two shots) and i dont even know who else in the neighborhood is dealing with the same issues.
Anyways just spend quality time with her. Peace and blessings.
wish you the same and yes i will try to take care of her as the rest of the family. as a matter of fact, i kept it her company for a few nights because of the pains then she tells me to go to sleep. even in her pain she is concerned about me, she is a great mother!
[ - ] dassar 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 24, 2023 01:02:45 ago (+1/-0)
Yea, good for her. All the best.
You know what , without meaning to sound morbid or whatever but start a video journal with her for posterity - literally set up a video camera or cell phone and just let her talk about her life / childhood, her earliest memories, things times or events that she enjoyed in life etc etc or where ever the conversations go - it would be a lasting tribute to her memory.
You know what , without meaning to sound morbid or whatever but start a video journal with her for posterity - literally set up a video camera or cell phone and just let her talk about her life / childhood, her earliest memories, things times or events that she enjoyed in life etc etc or where ever the conversations go - it would be a lasting tribute to her memory.
i have talked about this with her (before this illness) and she doesnt let me because she finds it to be creepy. her sister send a video like that of her mother's funeral and she threw it out.
she tells me that its better to keep her in my memory when her time comes. i'm sure that one of my sisters are doing this behind her back though. i'm quite sure she is doing it.
that's a great idea though, also i dont know what my mental state will be when that happens. i could face the death of my grandma but i'm not too sure if am able to face the eventual death of my parents.
Have a neighbor who's a St Jude patient. Did chemo. Nothing. Did a bone marrow transplant with her little brother. Complete remission. Good luck to you and yours!
Have a neighbor who's a St Jude patient. Did chemo. Nothing. Did a bone marrow transplant with her little brother. Complete remission. Good luck to you and yours!
thank you. i'm hoping that the treatments will work. i have been doing some digging on the subject and the bone pains is not a good signal. i have hope that they can help her with cancer. yeah terminology aside she has cancer.
i just talked to her a few minutes ago and she is in high spirits which helps when battling any disease.
My co-worker came down with lymphoma 4 months after getting the vax. Very healthy blonde mom of 3, late 30s. Fortunately she seems to have made a full recovery. I’m convinced the vax was a contributing factor.
thank you. after the initial shock now am a pile of nerves right now because usually after a diagnosis is made. things can go south pretty quick, i have seen it in other ppl.
the bone pains worries me alot that's not a good symptom to have if you have cancer
Don’t trust doctors. Don’t trust doctors. Do alt treatment oxygen, oxygen oxygen oxygen oxygen oxygen oxygen oxygen look into it and dr royal rife look into it for her don’t dismiss this message
hyperbaric chambers are pretty good at treating health issues that i know. that's a pretty good advice something that i will pass along to see if her insurance covers it.
I would like to suggest you and your mother learn about Dr. Gerson and the Gerson Method for her cancer treatment and maintenance. It's an all natural process that helps the body purge toxins while flooding the person with nutrition. Even with chemo it will help her get through the treatments easier.
Sorry to hear that, my mom passed from leukemia back in 2014 after a year long battle....A close friend of mines mom recently was diagnosed with leukemia, she is fully vaxxed... my friend had open heart surgery for a heart valve replacement, and a pacemaker put in a year ago... he is only 43,,, fully vaxxed
yes will do. the only symptoms that bothers her are the fatigues and constant skeletal pains. specially at night she can barely sleep because of it. her doc gave her a narcotic because the other pain treatments have been null at easing her pain
Good luck. My boomer mother was diagnosed with breast cancer after getting vaxxed a couple of years ago, had surgery and chemo, and has been fine since. Still took a Covid booster before this winter though.
Be careful. It was a few months ago that people were starting to hum about offering cancer >"medication" for "pre-cancer". The entire thing is a scam and the "medication" is pure >poison.
thank you but its out of my hands now. i have no choice in the matter.
That's right. I tried to steer them away from the shots in the most articulate and sensitive way I could, but it wasn't enough. My parents live by Fox News. I read through this post and it sounds like you're in a similar situation. Now the best we can do is be there for them for however much time we have left.
thank you but she is going to do the chemo and i expect a bone marrow transplant in a near future too. i know that chemo can really mess you up. lets see how it goes
Apricot seeds contain amygdalin, a cyanogenic glycoside. It converts to cyanide in the body. Be extremely careful before consuming large quantities because you can poison yourself. But then chemo is also poison and who knows, maybe cyanide is actually better.
i deeply appreciate your ideas and suggestions but that would fall on deaf hears. she is going to follow medical protocol.
besides, she is taking a lot of supplements in order to replenish her body. she is in her late 60's so she needs the best nutrition that our wallet can buy
You haven't been eating them in high enough quantities to cause symptoms. You are eating literal poison that can cause severe illness even if it doesn't kill you. Many other people have had serious medical problems from consuming apricot seeds. If you value your life and health, don't eat them, or at least don't eat a lot at once.
As expected, just trust me bro nonsense. Go read a book you dumb bastard. I would suggest you start with this one. Doctored Results: The Supression of Laetrile at Sloan-Kettering Institute for Cancer Research By Ralph W. Moss, PhD
The article I linked is full of citations. I don't expect you to trust me, you shouldn't, but I hope you apply the same level of skepticism to Dr Moss. Does he deny that amygdalin/laetrile metabolizes into cyanide? People have ended up severely injured due to overconsumption of apricot seeds, so how does he reconcile that? Even if it's poison, it still might genuinely fight cancer, I haven't seen evidence to deny that. But it's still poison as far as I can tell.
I genuinely only want to prevent future suffering here. It won't hurt me if you eat a lot of seeds. You only risk your own life. But if you're dying of cancer and nothing has worked so far, I'd completely understand why someone would risk poisoning themself.
I looked at the citations. Nothing to follow up. No way to confirm if the people allegedly hospitalized were real. I have not found any verifiable record of anyone injured. If you read the book you will learn that it is the cancer cells that metabolizes it into cyanide and dies.
Goddamn bro I'm have no doubt she's a cunt that deserves something, but that shit is not healthy for you. I don't like my mother either and won't shed a tear when she dies, but I learned to let that shit go and move on for my own happiness. I hope you can figure out a way to forgive and forget. What happened is over and done.
Ultimately Yes, One cannot take back the past, but one can accept a bad thing happened in the past while also resolving that it ceases to have a continued detrimental impact on your future self, actions and relationships. Each individual is responsible for their own feelings and mental well being.
'Its not adversity that defines a person, but how that person reacts to adversity and lets it define them' something something.
Yea, can relate. Holding on to hate is very unhealthy for the psyche.
My own father was an absolute pos. A verbally abusive, angry demeaning and domineering violent drunk - who worked 10 hours a day and then drank and gambled 5 nights a week - my earliest memories are of my mother having to work three part time jobs until i was like 18 while bringing up 4 kids singlehanded, because he literally spent everything on booze and horses. Then listening to him come home each night ranting and raving for hours and hours at my poor mother over every single little thing that happened at the pub. Never ever got a birthday or christmas gift from him - ever. Never told me he loved me etc etc. Was Never interested in anything i did or anything i ever wanted to show him. But i do remember all the times i was excited because i excelled in something at school or in sports only to have him brush it off or mock me with 'hmmph, is that all' or 'someone /something could do it better'.
Anyways, he was rapidly deteriorating circa 2017 aftre a couple of strokes, 3/4 weeks before he died in his sleep at home, had to take him and my mother to hospital for his checkup, told him 'i loved and appreciated him for being my Father even though i could never live up to his expectations'. (Basically, i just wanted to let everything go and excise all the lifelong childhood hate and anger i held against him and at the least if there is some sort of universal karmic register - i could honesty say 'i forgave him and moved on ' whatever.
You know what he replied ?// Absolutely nothing.
Ultimately, i can accept he was a pos and he had a hugely negative effect on my life but i also dont hold any 'negative or detrimental emotions' over it. So yeah, accept a bad thing acknowledge it, put it aside and move on, not allowing it to always have negative power over yourself.
I don’t forget and I don’t see a way to forgive. The reason I wish death upon her is fully selfish. Upon her death I have to deal with the estate, of which I am the trustee. I don’t want any of her shit because I have my own. When this happens I’ll have to deal with my siblings for the last time whenI sign myself out of the mess and hand it over to them. Then I never have to speak to any of them again and then I will truly be free of this wretched family. ⚡️⚡️
I don’t forget and I don’t see a way to forgive. The reason I wish death upon her is fully selfish. Upon her death I have to deal with the estate, of which I am the trustee. I don’t want any of her shit because I have my own. When this happens I’ll have to deal with my siblings for the last time whenI sign myself out of the mess and hand it over to them. Then I never have to speak to any of them again and then I will truly be free of this wretched family. ⚡️⚡️
[ + ] canbot
[ - ] canbot 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 11:40:44 ago (+0/-0)
Is there an independent way to verify it, or do you just take their word on it?
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 14:11:53 ago (+2/-0)
is actually cancer, the doctors are retarded
[ + ] texasblood
[ - ] texasblood 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 18:12:30 ago (+1/-1)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 20:02:28 ago (+0/-0)
we are not rich by any stretch or imagination. i dont expect to receive a single cent nor do i want to
[ + ] shitface9000
[ - ] shitface9000 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 09:06:35 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 3 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 09:10:23 ago (+3/-0)
you tell me, that's beyond my control as it was warning her about the shots. i did my duty now we are at the mercy of God.
[ + ] fuck_usernames
[ - ] fuck_usernames 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 12:02:38 ago (+2/-1)
[ + ] Nosferatjew
[ - ] Nosferatjew 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 12:38:12 ago (+1/-0)
Sure sounds like a lot like bullshit.
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 14:06:33 ago (+1/-0)
see for yourself. her white blood cells and platelets began to show aberration 2 years ago. she had a bone marrow extraction which according to its painful as hell and that confirmed the diagnosis. i agree its cancer no need to sugarcoat it
[ + ] Nosferatjew
[ - ] Nosferatjew 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 17:21:54 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 20:31:25 ago (+0/-0)*
she made a bad decision like other billions of people and only a handful could discern the charade. some earlier some late in the game.
the deed is done the consequences are for all the family to deal with. so in a nutshell you cant make somebody do something agaisnt their will.
at least she didnt called the unvaxxed to be quarantined or whatever. she thought that it was the best decision because the media were hyping the infected and the deaths up to the wazooo
when fear takes over, people can will do bad decisions that in insight werent the best ones.
( i was scared at the start when i saw the ppl supposedly dying on the streets in china) but then the contradictions began to surface and things began to NOT make sense as time passed by. by then i lost the fear because i knew it was bs. asymptomatic spread and double masking what was it did it for me. ALSO when i saw that amazon and walmart were open and small business where being closed then that was also a red light then they said that kids couldnt get it and then they changed their minds and ditto for dancing tik tok nurses
thanks for your input
[ + ] Nosferatjew
[ - ] Nosferatjew 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 21:27:03 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 24, 2023 06:25:59 ago (+0/-0)
if she took just one shot, i dont think she is too much in danger. if she took the second shots and the boosters then she is still blessed to be okay for now.
my neighbor is dealing with prostate cancer after his 4 shots (2 shots and 2 boosters) and now my mother(she only got two shots) and i dont even know who else in the neighborhood is dealing with the same issues.
[ + ] dassar
[ - ] dassar 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 20:37:50 ago (+1/-0)
Anyways just spend quality time with her.
Peace and blessings.
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 20:44:10 ago (+0/-0)
Peace and blessings.
wish you the same and yes i will try to take care of her as the rest of the family. as a matter of fact, i kept it her company for a few nights because of the pains then she tells me to go to sleep. even in her pain she is concerned about me, she is a great mother!
[ + ] dassar
[ - ] dassar 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 24, 2023 01:02:45 ago (+1/-0)
All the best.
You know what , without meaning to sound morbid or whatever but start a video journal with her for posterity - literally set up a video camera or cell phone and just let her talk about her life / childhood, her earliest memories, things times or events that she enjoyed in life etc etc or where ever the conversations go - it would be a lasting tribute to her memory.
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 24, 2023 06:19:01 ago (+0/-0)
i have talked about this with her (before this illness) and she doesnt let me because she finds it to be creepy. her sister send a video like that of her mother's funeral and she threw it out.
she tells me that its better to keep her in my memory when her time comes. i'm sure that one of my sisters are doing this behind her back though. i'm quite sure she is doing it.
that's a great idea though, also i dont know what my mental state will be when that happens. i could face the death of my grandma but i'm not too sure if am able to face the eventual death of my parents.
[ + ] ProudRebel
[ - ] ProudRebel 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 10:04:09 ago (+2/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 10:19:53 ago (+1/-0)
thank you. i'm hoping that the treatments will work. i have been doing some digging on the subject and the bone pains is not a good signal. i have hope that they can help her with cancer. yeah terminology aside she has cancer.
i just talked to her a few minutes ago and she is in high spirits which helps when battling any disease.
[ + ] Deplorablepoetry
[ - ] Deplorablepoetry 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 11:03:10 ago (+2/-0)
Just like you OP my mother is not long for this world…. she has lived a pleasant life
Lucky for your Mom is you have the care to make her remaining time here on earth as pleasurable as you are able
Best regards
[ + ] Dongle
[ - ] Dongle 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 11:53:00 ago (+2/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 14:13:05 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] fuck_usernames
[ - ] fuck_usernames 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 11:59:19 ago (+2/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 14:10:46 ago (+1/-0)*
the bone pains worries me alot that's not a good symptom to have if you have cancer
[ + ] fuck_usernames
[ - ] fuck_usernames 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 12:01:08 ago (+2/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 14:16:02 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] ItsOk2bArian
[ - ] ItsOk2bArian 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 12:30:35 ago (+2/-0)
Good luck and God bless your mother
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 14:07:59 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] fnbs
[ - ] fnbs 3 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 12:00:32 ago (+3/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 19:59:00 ago (+0/-0)
so sorry for your loss
[ + ] Markrod420
[ - ] Markrod420 3 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 13:36:25 ago (+3/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 14:03:05 ago (+2/-0)
[ + ] Anus_Expander
[ - ] Anus_Expander 4 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 09:02:14 ago (+4/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 09:08:46 ago (+2/-0)
https://hillman.upmc.com/cancer-care/blood/types/mds#:~:text=MDS%20is%20a%20group%20of,cells%20and%20platelets%20to%20grow.
☝️ the thing she started to have body pains post vaxx.
[ + ] Anus_Expander
[ - ] Anus_Expander 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 16:16:02 ago (+2/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 19:58:05 ago (+0/-0)
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[ - ] TheNoticing 4 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 12:04:47 ago (+4/-0)
[ + ] chrimony
[ - ] chrimony 6 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 09:11:04 ago (+6/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 3 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 09:14:13 ago (+3/-0)
the good part is that she is doing fine
[ + ] chrimony
[ - ] chrimony 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 11:45:07 ago (+2/-0)
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[ + ] Fascinus
[ - ] Fascinus 4 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 13:59:14 ago (+4/-0)
MP4 mirror: https://pomf2.lain.la/f/qqwwv900.mp4
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 09:17:23 ago (+2/-0)
thank you but its out of my hands now. i have no choice in the matter.
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[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 09:32:23 ago (+1/-0)
again, thank you but if the tv doesnt tell them they wont believe it. they didnt believe my reasonings about not taking the stupid shots
[ + ] Endo_Aryan
[ - ] Endo_Aryan 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 09:56:38 ago (+2/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 10:15:10 ago (+2/-0)
yeh i know the feeling. you did your part and you can be at peace with that
[ + ] Endo_Aryan
[ - ] Endo_Aryan 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 10:31:58 ago (+2/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 10:43:01 ago (+1/-0)
yeah.
[ + ] beece
[ - ] beece 7 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 09:13:41 ago (+7/-0)
Worth researching, no guarantees:
Fenbendezol
Niclosamide
Ivermection
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 09:15:47 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] John_doe
[ - ] John_doe 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 11:04:15 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] absurdlyobfuscated
[ - ] absurdlyobfuscated 3 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 12:41:54 ago (+3/-0)
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz [op] 1 point 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 13:58:43 ago (+1/-0)
besides, she is taking a lot of supplements in order to replenish her body. she is in her late 60's so she needs the best nutrition that our wallet can buy
[ + ] John_doe
[ - ] John_doe 0 points 1.3 yearsDec 29, 2023 10:49:40 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] absurdlyobfuscated
[ - ] absurdlyobfuscated 0 points 1.3 yearsDec 31, 2023 04:19:04 ago (+0/-0)
https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/full/10.1177/1039856218794877
[ + ] John_doe
[ - ] John_doe 0 points 1.3 yearsJan 1, 2024 08:57:00 ago (+0/-0)
By Ralph W. Moss, PhD
[ + ] absurdlyobfuscated
[ - ] absurdlyobfuscated 0 points 1.3 yearsJan 2, 2024 00:25:18 ago (+0/-0)
I genuinely only want to prevent future suffering here. It won't hurt me if you eat a lot of seeds. You only risk your own life. But if you're dying of cancer and nothing has worked so far, I'd completely understand why someone would risk poisoning themself.
[ + ] John_doe
[ - ] John_doe 0 points 1.3 yearsJan 2, 2024 08:02:28 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey
[ - ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey 8 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 10:04:40 ago (+8/-0)
[ + ] ItsOk2bArian
[ - ] ItsOk2bArian 3 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 12:39:00 ago (+4/-1)
I'm have no doubt she's a cunt that deserves something, but that shit is not healthy for you. I don't like my mother either and won't shed a tear when she dies, but I learned to let that shit go and move on for my own happiness.
I hope you can figure out a way to forgive and forget. What happened is over and done.
[ + ] FuckShitJesus
[ - ] FuckShitJesus 2 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 14:02:03 ago (+2/-0)
If she sodomized him with a broom handle, would you still have this opinion?
[ + ] dassar
[ - ] dassar 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 20:29:14 ago (+0/-0)
Each individual is responsible for their own feelings and mental well being.
'Its not adversity that defines a person, but how that person reacts to adversity and lets it define them' something something.
[ + ] Hobama
[ - ] Hobama 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 24, 2023 00:10:46 ago (+0/-0)
Redeemable | irredeemable
[ + ] dassar
[ - ] dassar 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 23, 2023 20:24:55 ago (+0/-0)*
My own father was an absolute pos. A verbally abusive, angry demeaning and domineering violent drunk - who worked 10 hours a day and then drank and gambled 5 nights a week - my earliest memories are of my mother having to work three part time jobs until i was like 18 while bringing up 4 kids singlehanded, because he literally spent everything on booze and horses.
Then listening to him come home each night ranting and raving for hours and hours at my poor mother over every single little thing that happened at the pub.
Never ever got a birthday or christmas gift from him - ever. Never told me he loved me etc etc. Was Never interested in anything i did or anything i ever wanted to show him.
But i do remember all the times i was excited because i excelled in something at school or in sports only to have him brush it off or mock me with 'hmmph, is that all' or 'someone /something could do it better'.
Anyways, he was rapidly deteriorating circa 2017 aftre a couple of strokes, 3/4 weeks before he died in his sleep at home, had to take him and my mother to hospital for his checkup, told him 'i loved and appreciated him for being my Father even though i could never live up to his expectations'. (Basically, i just wanted to let everything go and excise all the lifelong childhood hate and anger i held against him and at the least if there is some sort of universal karmic register - i could honesty say 'i forgave him and moved on ' whatever.
You know what he replied ?//
Absolutely nothing.
Ultimately, i can accept he was a pos and he had a hugely negative effect on my life but i also dont hold any 'negative or detrimental emotions' over it.
So yeah, accept a bad thing acknowledge it, put it aside and move on, not allowing it to always have negative power over yourself.
[ + ] Hobama
[ - ] Hobama 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 24, 2023 00:11:52 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] dassar
[ - ] dassar 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 24, 2023 00:51:19 ago (+0/-0)*
Be dirt poor and terrorized by an angry violent drunk or just be dirt poor. I know which i would have chosen.
[ + ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey
[ - ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey 0 points 1.4 yearsDec 24, 2023 01:14:58 ago (+0/-0)
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[ + ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey
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