It took me a while but I figured out she was just trying to be nice to me. It is so incredibly rare that anyone is simply nice for the sake of being nice. I was totally caught off guard.
Not gonna lie, this post is realy weird. If everyone you know is an asshole the problem is probably you. It's nice that you got a whiff of self awareness, hopefully you can scratch at that to get to some deeper revelations. A good therapist might help.
Not necessarily "an asshole" but the world can be quite indifferent to your being. After a while a person just puts the blinders on to stop noticing the indifference. A coping mechanism. Oh, and forget the therapists. Get into the woods. Being kind to strangers on occasion, when one determines that it's mostly safe to be so, will help cure this worldly affliction.
The world is largely indifferent to me and I am 100% self sustaining. I don't ask for help because I don't need it. Not to mention it always comes with a fee.
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I didn't realize this was a special occasion thing.
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you aren't nice, are you
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