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Depression and health

submitted by CamelsMiller to TellUpgoat 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 00:41:19 ago (+9/-0)     (TellUpgoat)

I don't have many places to go, and fuck it. I have a Rheumatic disease, and had a flair up of it. Bad meds, fucked up life, all that. I'm not going to tell a lifetime. Judge all you want, but know I'm not some worthless POS.

2 days ago I got a potential diagnosis of kidney disease because of diabetes. Multitude of other health issues that are because of something called Still's disease. Look it up if you want, it's rare. I found a picture of me from 1992, and I honestly can't recognize myself. I was off meds, and living great. since then downfall bad, and multiple years on Prednisone. I'm a fucking C.H.U.D. and have been since shortly after that pic. Now prednisone and other meds fucking my body just to survive depression has set in like a fucking dump truck. I can't exercise, or work out, it sends the auto-immune disease into overdrive. I can't do anything except wait to die. Life is Hell, and I hate everything.


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[ - ] deleted 0 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 00:56:30 ago (+0/-0)

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[ - ] deleted 0 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 00:59:37 ago (+0/-0)

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[ - ] CamelsMiller [op] 0 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 01:29:20 ago (+0/-0)

Let's see. Did you look up Still's disease, and related auto-immune diseases? My own immune system is attacking my own muscles and connective tissues. I've had this since 1989. It's NOT something you can just "work through" with exercise. Exercise, and strenuous workout makes it WORSE. Every stress on your bodies connective tissue makes the immune system attack it harder.

The entire definition of this situation is to NOT stress your muscles or tendons. Off meds I can slowly try and work back, but too much stress or disease makes the body ATTACK the muscles and tendons. Let's go walk for a a mile. Hmm, disease hurts, then diabetes foot and other pain hurts. You say "push through" then I get a foot ulcer, and at the same time full relapse of Still's. Now I'm on higher prednisone damaging my kidneys and liver more.

You don't know a fucking thing you are talking about, and need to eat a black cock.

[ - ] Portmanure 1 point 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 01:09:59 ago (+1/-0)

I’m going to disregard everything you just said. You’re a lazy fat bastard who refuses to go out on Friday. Well, we are going out Saturday. Bring your fat ass. Your friends want to see your sorry ass.

[ - ] Love240 3 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 01:23:24 ago (+4/-1)

Seek God my friend. I will pray for you as much.

[ - ] CamelsMiller [op] 2 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 01:44:59 ago (+2/-0)

I have and am baptized and confirmed Lutheran. This is past that, especially the entire adult life multiple issue with this disease.

[ - ] Love240 3 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 01:48:40 ago (+3/-0)

I didn't mean to imply that you were not in his grace, just that his kingdom be first, and that he is the God of healing, and failing that in your flesh, he is the God of resurrection, and there awaits you a better place.

I hope you would be comforted by his spirit and word. I'm sorry you're in pain. God bless you.

[ - ] Peleg 2 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 08:32:34 ago (+2/-0)

Huh. Love240 said, "Seek God", not luther.

[ - ] PhantomXLII 1 point 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 10:12:29 ago (+1/-0)

Okay BUT Luther was based.

[ - ] Portmanure 1 point 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 01:31:31 ago (+1/-0)

Can you explain why your typing is correct and your grammar is flawless? Hmm? Answer that!

[ - ] CamelsMiller [op] 2 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 01:40:27 ago (+2/-0)

Another one. Eat my shit. Seriously?

[ - ] MuricaPersonified 1 point 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 12:40:55 ago (+1/-0)

He was pulling your leg, bro. Sorry to hear about your conditions. I understand the need to get that weight of your chest, metaphorically of course.

I don't really have anything to tell you other than I hope that you find a way to improve your prognosis.

[ - ] CamelsMiller [op] 2 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 01:32:36 ago (+2/-0)

Seriously? Some fuycker went all bullshit on me and my reply was


Let's see. Did you look up Still's disease, and related auto-immune diseases? My own immune system is attacking my own muscles and connective tissues. I've had this since 1989. It's NOT something you can just "work through" with exercise. Exercise, and strenuous workout makes it WORSE. Every stress on your bodies connective tissue makes the immune system attack it harder.

The entire definition of this situation is to NOT stress your muscles or tendons. Off meds I can slowly try and work back, but too much stress or disease makes the body ATTACK the muscles and tendons. Let's go walk for a a mile. Hmm, disease hurts, then diabetes foot and other pain hurts. You say "push through" then I get a foot ulcer, and at the same time full relapse of Still's. Now I'm on higher prednisone damaging my kidneys and liver more.

You don't know a fucking thing you are talking about, and need to eat a black cock.

[ - ] observation1 3 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 02:26:27 ago (+3/-0)

Hey OP, random question. Have you ever had a root canal?

[ - ] Love240 3 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 06:07:53 ago (+3/-0)

That's weird, my mom just talked to me about that.
https://rumble.com/v3lfouv-documentary-root-cause.html

[ - ] observation1 1 point 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 14:04:07 ago (+1/-0)

yeah, he didnt answer the question

[ - ] NamelessOne 0 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 03:33:36 ago (+0/-0)

Can you walk? I used to make about 28 miles of walking in a day.

[ - ] NukeAmerica 2 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 03:35:12 ago (+2/-0)

Ok your life is fucked, so now what are you going to do?

[ - ] parrygrin 4 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 04:33:10 ago (+4/-0)

Joe Rogan had wacky auto-immune results on a month of carnivore diet. I know other people who have had other auto-immune results from it. Worth a shot.

[ - ] carnold03 3 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 06:39:08 ago (+3/-0)

Have you been vaccinated to Covid-19?

[ - ] CamelsMiller [op] 1 point 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 10:49:06 ago (+1/-0)

no

[ - ] OoklaTheMok 0 points 1.7 yearsOct 7, 2023 11:37:22 ago (+0/-0)

That sucks getting dealt such a shitty hand, bro. I hope you find some type of relief soon. Damn, brother.. just damn.

[ - ] Trope 0 points 1.7 yearsOct 11, 2023 09:33:08 ago (+0/-0)

Eat only beef until your problems diminish. Salt to taste.

What have you got to lose? Meat and sunshine will help you so go barbeque. You’ll feel better in a few weeks. That means cut everything else out absolutely. Beef only. And salt. And water.

You have my word.