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I went from being happy and chatty to reserved and not wanting to talk to people

submitted by heytheremyfriends to TellTalk 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 12:21:15 ago (+16/-0)     (TellTalk)

When I was in my home state, things weren't perfect. We censured the tranny as people should have done, and we have amazing private property gun rights, cheap property tax, and no sales tax. What more could I ask for? I've been to NYC for a few weeks, and I realized my personality has changed slightly. I'm still my usual self when it comes to my casual race realism and pointed remarks.

I'm much more reserved now. Sure, I can talk to people, but I tend to keep to myself much more. When someone needs help, I'm less inclined to help them. It's not because I don't want to, it's usually because they're some nigger or diversity tranny. I just have no reason to want to help such demented freaks.

When I go to the gym, I talk to people. I have no reason to keep the conversation going. I had met some people who spoke another language. I could have easily started talking that language, but chose not to. I decided it was better for them not to know that I knew what they were talking about, over giving away a piece of detail about me that could be used against me.

Maybe something in NYC turns people into incredibly paranoiac individuals. Plus the diversity here means I have nothing and no one I can relate to. The closest person I could relate to was a race realist uncle tom, half white/half black I met at the gym, and that was it.


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[ - ] FacelessOne 11 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 12:25:22 ago (+11/-0)

You've entered 2nd level dystopian zen

[ - ] DukeofRaul 1 point 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 21:48:31 ago (+1/-0)

Shes my gf i saw her first

[ - ] bobdole9 7 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 12:54:48 ago (+7/-0)

Humans are not meant to live in crowded conditions like that...a stint in LA showed me that.

People need trees.

[ - ] Belfuro 5 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 14:46:01 ago (+5/-0)

Went rural a few years back. Real culture shock.
Anyway, forget trees

People need land, to feel dirt between toes. To hear the wind rustle leaves.

To be among and care for animals.
To witness life born anew such as spring lambs.

To meet death, to kill for food. To take risks.

I've come to the conclusion that God supports Satanists destroying western civilization.

We were never intended to have no challenges because of what our parents achieved.

[ - ] 2Drunk 5 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 12:31:39 ago (+5/-0)

This is what a multicultural society actually looks like.

[ - ] heytheremyfriends [op] 7 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 13:04:16 ago (+7/-0)

It's kinda funny, but a lot of people ask me how i became resourceful and so "smart" when it comes to practical thinking. It's like these idiots think there's a class on not being an idiot. It's really hard to explain to them that I never took a class, and most of my practical thinking is because Im White.

[ - ] PotatoWhisperer2 2 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 17:58:03 ago (+2/-0)

Just tell them "it's genetic." Don't elaborate.

[ - ] Empire_of_the_Mind 2 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 18:24:07 ago (+2/-0)

I've found that white liberals are in fact the dumbest people in NYC.

[ - ] Anus_Expander 5 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 14:31:52 ago (+5/-0)

I speak to ppl as little as possible

[ - ] Love240 2 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 14:36:36 ago (+2/-0)

I tend to talk to as few people as possible.
It's a kinda weird targeting the little folk, they're usually children, there aren't that many midgets around here.

[ - ] Anus_Expander 2 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 14:39:25 ago (+2/-0)

A midget gave me a handjob on a bus, maybe 30 years ago. We were both drunk. I think it was female.

[ - ] Love240 0 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 14:41:22 ago (+0/-0)

Chasing that dragon, eh? lol

[ - ] Artificial_Intelligentile 2 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 14:54:11 ago (+2/-0)

get outta there ASAP

[ - ] letsgetit 2 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 16:56:00 ago (+2/-0)

Completely understandable. Most who are awake can relate. I suggest making a plan to get to areas of white majority if you aren't already.

[ - ] Tallest_Skil 2 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 17:57:54 ago (+3/-1)

Maybe something in NYC turns people into incredibly paranoiac individuals.

It’s the population density. It fucks with your subconscious.

Briefly, let’s use cities as an example to explain how and why civic nationalism destroys society and psychological health. Before the 1960s, even the largest Western cities were still virtually racially homogenous–they were white. There were blackouts and similar temporary crises, such as natural disasters, but this did not result in anarchy because people held unified values and standards for social behavior. Humans are happiest in small towns and similar settings. In a small town, everyone knows each other. Everyone begins to think roughly the same. Everyone knows who is bad, and everyone knows who is good. If something goes wrong, everyone knows where to look to find who did it. Everyone knows how to deal with one other. This is not the case in big cities. In big cities, you can walk into a throng of people and recognize nobody. People react to everyone like strangers.

In homogenous cities, on the other hand, neighborhoods develop organically. This is helped by sensible infrastructure planning, wherein the city starts to behave as a series of small towns which just happen to be so physically close they are adjacent. Most ‘townies,’ then, work ‘out of town’ at a major commercial center, which in turn is also superimposed geographically. The development of stable neighborhoods is hampered by overly systematic, communist/grid style layouts. In a homogenous city, everyone can still mostly know how to deal with anyone else. This is fully possible with strangers if–and only if–there is a mutual point of conformity, which allows people to adhere to similar standards. Even seemingly superficial and orthogonal standards–such as etiquette, manner of dress; even accent and language–help produce this cohesion. Of course, racial homogeny is the genetic–and therefore subconsciously psychological–cornerstone of all these behaviors. If you have racial homogeny in a region, it is often entirely capable of maintaining standards of etiquette without external, artificial law or restrictions. This is why the size of government grows as nations become less homogenous.

In contrast, places like New York City are infamous for a lack of conformity. NYC is now a “cosmopolitan” mix of all sorts of people. Take a 20 minute subway ride and you’ll meet all kinds of weirdos. There is an endless array of speech (from upper class white accents to incomprehensible ebonics to outright foreign languages), dress (half-naked people, hobos in rags, hipsters, Africans with their pants at their knees, goths, suited businessmen, grunge teenagers, etc.), behavior (people acting stiff but polite, drunks, high junkies, thugs, loud college bros, shrill teenage girl gangs, stuffy old jews, hipsters, performers cartwheeling in the streets, tourists of every variety) not to mention race, and so on. In a racially homogeneous city, you can meet a stranger and say, “Okay, I don’t know this person, but he looks like my neighbors, talks like my neighbors, and acts like my neighbors. I think I can find common ground with him, such as I do with my neighbors,” and it works. But in NYC, there are as many kinds of people as there are people. You can’t ever know what to expect.

Of course, an absolute monoculture is not necessary. Some subcultures are perfectly fine. Imagine a Swiss mountain village of 200 people. It’s perfectly homogenous–everyone looks the same, behaves the same, all families have lived there for generations. Let’s say that one day, this village is isolated by an avalanche. Will there be disorder and chaos? Of course not; looking at the people you wouldn’t know anything happened at all. Life will go on exactly as before. Now imagine that a group of 30 Japanese tourists happened to be in town when this happened. Obviously, they are strangers and are nothing like the locals–but will chaos ensue now? Again, no! And not just because of the nearly European behavior of the Japanese, compared to their neighboring Asian cultures. While the Japanese tourists are utterly foreign to the Swiss villagers, they within themselves have a common culture. The villagers can learn this. They can thereafter use this culture as a mental category to smoothly deal with all tourists, collectively. Order is maintained, despite the rift in culture.

In NYC, you cannot do this. There is an endless array of different “types” of people. It's like a zoo. Every time you meet someone, you have to make a new category in your head for them. You rarely meet someone who can be filed under your existing categories. When you inflate your list of mental categories beyond your mind’s capacity, you can only afford to learn the most basic social skills for interacting with each category. This is why New Yorkers are so socially primitive. When order reigns, the legally imposed standards of behavior act as a kind of “supercategory” that provides surrogate common ground to people. This is how the city can still function, as it does now, but the residents are alienated and do not feel intimacy or belonging. When crisis removes authority, this supercategory vanishes with it. All that remains is the extremely basic modes of interaction reminiscent of prehistoric cave people. Modern city life is unnatural. It’s the same way we breed cattle. I wonder ✡who✡ could be responsible for that, though…

[ - ] HonkyMcNiggerSpic 1 point 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 19:48:49 ago (+1/-0)

I can't stand to talk to fuckin normies it makes me reeeeeeeeeeee https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=flb3He1jR3U

[ - ] SocksOnCats 1 point 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 21:44:23 ago (+1/-0)

Cities in general cause this sort of thing. Libtards are largely assholes who either hate you or want to take advantage of you - or both.

[ - ] Empire_of_the_Mind 0 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 18:23:06 ago (+1/-1)

NYC is it's own social world but you should also consider that "hating nigs" is not a personality.

[ - ] heytheremyfriends [op] 0 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 23:44:38 ago (+0/-0)

honestly, most of my criticism of niggers is more about their behavior and not their skin color. My personlity is so much more than hating niggers, i hate everyone equally now!

[ - ] Empire_of_the_Mind 0 points 1.5 yearsNov 4, 2023 19:47:55 ago (+0/-0)

sounds like you are fitting into NYC just fine

[ - ] DukeofRaul 0 points 1.5 yearsNov 3, 2023 21:47:33 ago (+0/-0)