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I'm sorry that your pain has pushed you to this point.
Please know that suicide is a sin and God will not accept you if you do it.
I'll pray for you 🙏.

Before you kill yourself, diagnose yourself. Patterns of pain, when the nerve pain is really bad, what area/muscle tensing up? I got lucky with a sequence of events that solved my excruciating sciatic nerve pain. Mine needed a big crack around the sacroiliac that freed it all up and no more nerve pain and it's honestly been 99% better since that moment. For you this may lead you to a solution: I saw this guy on jewtube and he has a legitimate amount of grown men crying in relief. Go get the ring dinger. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/mY7YLVyp04Q

Pain is weakness leaving the body

I hate to recommend drugs, but... no I don't hate to. Cannabis is fucking awesome, come on now.

What’s the cause of your chronic pain? How are you planning to do it? Are there any treatments that are worth a try?

The majority of us here are not Doctors, so we're not qualified to give medical advice.

Since you're posting anon, it's hard having this conversation with you. I sympathize greatly with your pain, I myself have had reoccurring bouts of serious pain, not 12 years worth, but I have a real sense of how debilitating it is. Have you been able to try any sort of CBD/Hemp derived products? If not, Please consider investigating it.

Suicide is a very serious matter, I don't know your religious beliefs, but, suicide will rob you of being in Heaven, and I know that you don't want to hear this, and I don;t mean to agitate you more. But it's better to hear it on this side, than find out when it's too late on the other side.

I'll be praying that your pain decreases to a more manageable level. send updates on how your doing, if CBD/hemp based products can help, there's a whole community here, that is concerned about you and your well being!

Same here OP, don't be a pussy.

You have to get with a good pain management place. If not then do a flip, nigger faggot

Rent/buy a 20 pound tank of nitrogen with a regulator valve. Attach a hose, running into a plastic garbage bag your head is inside. As the nitrogen replaces the oxygen, you will only begin to feel sleepy, no pain or unpleasantness. Moderate flow rate, and be sure the bag is closed enough to stay inflated. Flow should be just enough to keep the bag inflated, and that will be enough to do the needful for longer than necessary.

Are you sure you've tried everything? Meditation? If nothing else, what about trying drugs? Opiates? If it's isolated to something not critical, cut it off? Pain does have a way of grabbing your attention to the exclusion of everything else. I'd suggest trying anything at all before actually killing yourself.

You most likely want to kill yourself because you feel helpless against the pain, not just the pain itself. You probably have been diagnosed with something "idiopathic". That just means you haven't found the right doctor.

Many cases of debilitating pain manifests in the lower back, or libs. The nervous system is very complex, and (usually) only a good neurologist can help alleviate it.

Keep trying, and as stated above - enjoy some pot.

You are a selfish prick by nature.
Do you need media/audiences?
Think first of who your choice will affect.(family).
The lowest thing a human can ever do is take its own life via suicide.
ITS YOUR FAULT!
YOUR CHOICES HAVE YOU WHERE YOU ARE TODAY.
Save the self pity and repent for your poor choices.
Don't be a little bitch.

Give us more to work with than that brother.
I got fuckin' wrecked from head to toe when I was 23 and have lived with daily pain for 20 years. I'm not saying I've never considered climbing into the forever box, I'm just saying prove to us you've got it the worst or you're just being a whiney attention bitch.
I had a broken leg for 9 years and had to stand/walk on it to stimulate bone growth. I have fibromyalgia that "stabs" me constantly and occasionally makes me feel like I stuck my dick in a light socket.
I could go on but let's hear what you got.