I fucked up yesterday. Spent the night in the county lock up. Not fun, don't recommend it.
Long story short is I had a few too many, took a corner the wrong way, spent six hours at the hospital, and the next eighteen in jail.
I'm lucky that I didn't hurt anyone. I fucked up and I'm in the process of addressing problems that I haven't felt properly motivated to address until now. When I got out I walked the six miles home. Wife was working and I needed that time to process the way I've been acting lately. It was hot as fuck out.
My truck isn't too fucked up, cosmetic damage really. Me, on the other hand, I feel like death sucking on a lifesaver. Hopefully a year from now, when I get my license back, I can look back and consider it a net benefit. That's the goal anyway.
So yeah, feel free to rag on me and call me a selfish asshole, or a degenerate alcoholic, or whatever else. I'm calling myself the same things right now, so feel free to join in. I just want to use this situation to better myself. I think if I can do that it's worth it, or at least that's my level of cope right now.
Not anon, because y'all already know me and I think it's fine if I give you some ammo to tear me down. I'm a flawed human that needs work, that's extremely lucky I didn't hurt anyone, and hopefully properly motivated to make myself less flawed.
Done that, a teammate at football practice tried to amp me so he head butted my chest. Went right between the two plates. Now I have a bump and certain positions are uncomfortable to sit or lay in.
Particularly if you're in your late twenties, early thirties... Injuries incurred at this time always find a way to come back later in life - whether you think they're healed or not.
mistakes are made by us all make sure you learn from this one and be grateful the break the universe has cut you and make the most of it and move forward.
imagine ascribing intelligence and will to a cogwheel. that's exactly what the universe is.
also, bad stuff is going to happen in a world that is fallen. last time i checked this world alongside the people that inhabits it are destined to die one way or another.
some checks out earlier and others late. everything has its due time under the sun.
Also glad you didn't get hurt. These days, it's really easy to have one too many. I'm not even an alcoholic and I've been yelling myself I need to ease off and exercise to de-stress. Let's hope your lesson teaches you more than it takes from you.
[ - ] Sal_180 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 03:57:19 ago (+1/-0)
No it's not. You're an adult and responsible for what you drink. If you're driving don't dtink, simple as that. If you find that difficult you're a degenerate and hopefully have a single vehicle accident into a tree and don't take anyone else with you
DUI was one of the biggest mistakes of my life, especially considering my line of work and that my state has some of the highest penalties for it.
There are a lot of people that will permanently hold it against you. Fuck 'em; it happened and there's no taking it back. Just focus on bettering yourself and don't do it again. You should be able to get a provisional license that lets you drive for work or emergencies.
See, this is the problem with Whites. “I need my master's permission to drive, add on a room, pour a driveway”, etc. I don’t need anyone’s “permission”.
Get caught doing that and you're boned. In my case, it would have earned an automatic 120 day stay in jail. I agree with your ethos, but it loses all meaning once you have your freedom totally stripped away.
Well, back in the day, when I was young and dumb, I had a number of moving violations which turned into bench warrants for no-shows. Two of those were for driving on a suspended license. I had 13 traffic violations on all when I finally went to court. I got 45 days work project for all of it, which of course I didn’t show up for, which created another warrant, which I went in on and got 15 days in the county jail. That was Sacramento in 1994.
Yeah, things have changed a bit since 1994. DUIs are very serious charges now. If you pulled what you did back then in my state today, you would have done up to three years for those cumulative offenses (they wouldn't let you get that far), plus all kinds of garbage like community service and mandatory group drug counseling. Shit just ain't the way it used to be, man.
That's incredibly lucky. Around here, multiple bench warrants are a guaranteed year plus in jail, and if you're lucky and able enough to pay at least $5,000 bail (likely higher), then you'll enjoy your freedom for a good while, because they take theut sweetass time to get you a court date. Court date comes, and you HAD BETTER have good fuckin' lawyer like I did. You're still going to be fucked, but the alternative is being totally fucked... and I only had one charge with no warrants.
I had to ride a bike for a few months after getting out of prison. If you find the right route it's amazing how much distance you can cover in little time. I could make it 5 miles to work in under 25 minutes. 20 if I hauled ass. Only had to cross 2 busy streets at lights. And one other busy street by timing traffic, and crossing over 4 lanes.
Nono. You’re gonna go soon. If you’re making cry for help posts to strangers on the internet that means you’ve run out of real humans to lie to about your drinking.
I'm not gonna make excuses or justify my drinking. It's a compound problem, and it's something I'm forced to take a look at. I can justify shit, like I really don't drink hard liquor, only beer. I also have an undiagnosed intestinal disease that causes my body to not process anything for a day or two. My liver isn't damaged though, and I have MRIs taken from last night that prove that.
No, my problem is something else entirely and the beer drinking is really just a symptom of.
Yeah, I am gonna die. I'm fine with that. You're gonna die too. We all do. Wether the ways or means add up to something, I don't know. I don't have fatty liver disease though, I've got a different problem. It's not the amount, it's the reason it's there.
You don't know me, and I don't know you either. Thing is that as another man I can see you are hurting. Don't do that to yourself alright?
Shit sucks, made a mistake and now you learn from it. Don't dwell on it and most certainly don't let the fuck that told you to "take out the trash" get to you.
I will tell you that from the comments here it is evident many of us give a shit about you, and if you need someone to talk to by all means do so.
Do it in a DM so you don't get depressed from assholes like this parasite that can't stand the idea of redemption.
I appreciate you, and thank you. I am hurting. I've taken a major blow to my ego, identity, and my self worth.
Long story short, I can deal with it. I know changes need to be made, and I know I'm capable of making them. I'm fine, or at least I will be.
A night in jail can actually do a lot to facilitate change, but only if that lonely bastard in uncomfortable cell number one wants it. This was a huge wake up call for me and I'm hearing it.
I didn't use to drink every day. It only really became a thing when I was laid off during the pandemic bullshit. I don't want to make excuses, but I leaned heavily into a really bad habit. It's easier to do that than to reaclimate. It is what it is. Hopefully it will be it it was it was. I'm fairly properly motivated now, and like I said above tonight is my last night for a while. I'm just glad I didn't hurt anyone.
Never spent time in jail, so I cannot empathize with such a thing. Have lost people, good people matter of fact. Been addicted to drugs, been at rock bottom a couple times.
Just what life does, chews you up and shits you out. People is what matters I found. Do it for them as to yourself.
I didn't see how it was an excuse to start drinking, more people died or got addicted to something during the rona than didn't is all I can say.
They will happen again to fren, learn from that as well.
Why? Seriously why would you take pleasure in another's suffering? You can see he is already and you can see he is remorseful.
More than a nigger would do, and certainly more than a jew would do.
Know who does what you are right now? Miserable people that above all hate themselves more than anyone else. Work on that and be part of this place that makes it better.
Now I have none as they have all died. Doesn't mean people are incapable of change, maybe they just need someone else to belive they can and encourage them to do so, as to being the worse possible human they can.
What does it hurt to be nice? You don't know this guy, you were not impacted by the event he was part of, nope you are here looking to be an asshole so you feel better about your own shitty fucking existence.
You be an asshole then, as that is your default setting. I am going to belive that a man on the other side of that screen needs someone to not judge him, not tell him to self harm, and most of all not encourage it over and over.
Because that won't help him, won't help you either, because if he does that is one less person on this site!
How do you know any of that? You fucking don't. Seriously you do not.
Said his sternum was fractured, and already at home after a day in jail? Chances are he is in pain, quite a lot I bet. You would prefer he stays in pain because fuckem?
You are a masochist with narcissistic attitude. None of this, absolutely not a fucking bit of this shit is about you. Yet what you want what you feel.
Even now you act like a child in a chat party and calling names like your first day being allowed to cuss at others.
People like you die alone and are only found when you become an inconvenience to the wellbeing of others, then no one cares.
Glad you're okay you drunkin idiot. Now get to work. I hate to give advice cause I'm the last nigger to take it but... I exercise. I'm older so I walk every day. It helps. I try to do things that will give me self respect. I visit the old folks home that a friend stays at and play bingo every week. I know it's not much but my friend enjoys my visits and I feel good about myself after. I'm always looking for ways to be kind to my fellow Whites. In the end I'm doing it for me. It gives me self respect. I like myself. Idk, that's what I do. And I don't drink. It's hard in the beginning but then it gets awesome. You can do this.
It's okay, many of us have been bamboozled by alcohol before. Nobody here wants to tear you down. People come at me all the time for saying alcohol is harmful and detrimental except in occasional usage.
What's going to be more difficult is staying strong when the pain of this recent bullshit fades. It'll be easier to drink 6 months from now when the pain from this isn't such a fresh wound.
Don't beat yourself up. I have zero friends with zero OUI's, most at least two and one buddy has cough 8 of the fucking things. (yeah.. He'll never drive again. AND he is one of the most successful builders in Massachusetts)
did I deserve more than a few? Fuck yes. I remember one night back in like 92, my car was in the shop and I had a rental. Was framing houses back then. Me and my buddies that I worked with used to ht this bar in a chink joint after work, and one friday night we closed the place. I am tooling home, backroads, testing the corners and high speeds, beer between my legs and lost it around this corner, ended up on a stone wall. No forward, No reverse, the wheels were not even getting traction and I could not even open the door. So I climbed out the window, threw the can into the woods and I grabbed my shit and ran about 50 yards into woods, already heard some dude running down the street to see what happened (this must have been 1:30AM so the crash probably woke him up. I just laid face down in the leaves with my eye balls facing the road and it wasn't more than 2 minutes before there were berries and cherries lighting up the road, cops and fire trucks. I waited a good 30 minutes after they were gone before I skipped bush to bush all the way to my buddies house the next town over, ducking back in the woods everytime I saw headlights. must have been a good 8 miles away from there. I didn't dare to to the house where I was renting a room because the cops would be looking for me. I get back to my buddies place and it's light out, by now I am sober as a judge. We were supposed to be back on the job at 7:00 AM, I wake him up - our other buddy pulls into his driveway to pick him up for work, we all pile into his truck and they drive past the crash scene (car is gone, towed) and drop me off at home. I call up the local PD and say "uhhh, I was in a minor fender bender last night. I went to try to get the car and it's gone." The Sargent on the phone basically says "get the fuck in here and talk to us" so I go down there with my bicycle and he says "look. We know there was alcohol involved, but we can't do anything about that now, so we are charging you with leaving the scene of an accident with property damage (I guess a stone wall where a few rocks got scraped up qualifies as property damage). I go to court, use a court-appointed attorney and get off with a 30 day suspension and a 40 dollar fine. Did I deserve more than a few OUI's? yes. I won't have any more than a beer or two, and then drive these days. Not worth it.
You’re alive, it’s still your lesson to learn from. You didn’t die and let others learn from your bad decisions. Make the most of it and make your future self proud of the decisions you make today.
Side note, it's my last night drinking for a while. I needed a couple beers after all that, but I also obviously need to dry out. So after today I'm done until the legal process is done. Maybe longer, we'll see how it goes.
Those mandatory AA classes will have you meeting a ton of really cool brothers. Stay classy and make the most of it, maybe make a few new friends who might be willing to get you a big break for work.
Repent means to re-align (hone) to Truth. The sharpening part scrapes a little and this is probably how you are feeling now. Hopefully this time let's you allow that scrape to cut away what isn't you and add it to the list of "one less demon" situations you can tell your grand kids about.
Another important thing to also remember. Love is a verb. So while you can't change what has happened you can give people new things to talk about.
I wish you didn't do that. Consider the circumstances that lead to this happening and your flawed decision making process. Think about it, identify things you can change.
Be tougher than the shit life throws at you. Don't use alcohol as crutch.
Lastly, you don't have the right to complain about nigger behavior when you exhibit it.
Wow. Ok. This sucks man. Take care of yourself and deal with your shit. The question I have is, why didn’t you have money for a cab ride home? Or, did you really want to walk six miles? I don’t walk anywhere.
Now's the time to Whiten up. Become the Whitest White guy there is.
Most of us have been in the same spot. Don't beat yourself down. Remember, you don't have a time machine. And without a time machine, it's all about what you do from here on.
You sound like you want to punish yourself, so do it. No sleeping in, start waking up early and making the wife breakfast. Clean the house. Fix shit. Spend all day in the sweltering heat doing yard work.
Without a license, you're going to be a bit of a burden on the wife. So you'd better start looking pretty for her. You'd better be working out every day and taking care of your appearance.
Do not stop driving like as I did when I got my DUI. Just drive safe and careful. My current car has not been inspected (yearly required) since 2021. No cop has noticed me.
Again, don't modify yourself for the faggot government. We all make mistakes. I figure you are shaken. Get over it the best you can and continue your life without obeying the faggot government.
[ - ] Chairman 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 02:55:59 ago (+1/-0)
What a dystopian jewish hellscape we live in where the Aryan people are so fractured and so isolated that we feel more of a connection with strangers on the internet to share this kind of stuff with than we do any immediate friends and family that we can tangibly see and touch.
You're inviting people here to hang shit on you, and sure there's probably a level of guilt, regret and shame you feel and would like validated.
But you also knew that it's a particular breed of people on this website and for every 1 fuckhead wanting to criticise you there would be 3 who would have something kind and positive to say. You're suffering, and the only way you could get a kind word to ease the pain a little bit is to make this post on the internet.
I've never driven drunk and always found alcohol to be a puerile drug, but I can certainly relate to that feeling of hopelessness that we all feel to some extent.
Taking the red pill sure seems like it doesn't have many upsides at present, the normalfag cattle have no idea how good they really have things to remain asleep.
All the best for the rest mate, my only advice is to figure out the Why rather than the How. If the Why is good enough, the How will inevitably work itself out.
[ - ] boekanier 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 01:09:28 ago (+1/-0)
you reap what you sow. But having said that, can you actually miss your car (work, etc) or are you going to use it secretly and run the risk of... (no idea what follows in your country for risking that)
Yeah, ya dun fucked up. Glad that't the worst of it. Booze is the debil. Hate it had to come to you that way. Get yourself better. Write a letter to your future self detailing your plan to deal with your problem. Then execute.
So long as your aim stays true, this is a solvable problem. Check out local AA and NA. Having someone that understands your situation can help you address it correctly.
Pick yourself back up and don't be such a weak little scum sucking faggot. I mean really, how hard is it to be better than a drooling freak actively tearing his mind apart? Wake that inner dialogue up a little and take some action instead of being led around on the leash of absolute degeneracy. You've got a wife for crying out loud, this is just embarrassing at your age. Grow up for God's sake.
[ - ] iSnark 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 00:46:27 ago (+1/-0)
No tear down here! It looks like your on the road to healing! You recognized you fucked up, you own it, and you're taking steps to correct it! Who are We to judge! most of us have fucked up in very substantial and personal ways too!
[ - ] rzr97 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 00:15:12 ago (+1/-0)
Driving drunk is selfish as fuck. Someone in my area just killed an entire family drunk driving. Wiped them all out.
If you're an alcoholic you might want to look into tirzepatide. It really works for that. DM me if you want a source that I know is good for cheap. If you're in the US the medical system is complete shit and they work with the pharmaceutical companies to jack up the prices like crazy AND give you inferior shit. You have to find workarounds.
[ - ] beece 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:34:41 ago (+1/-0)*
Alcohol is an insidios killer that will fuck you up. I've seen it time after time, yet still I drink. I never drink and drive, and never have a firearm around on me when drinking either, despite having a carry permit. Today I was out with the wife walking the dogs, and saw 2 niggers clearly stealing cars no more than 40 feet away. If I'd been sober and armed, we'd have had a convo, but I'd been drinking and not only was unarmed and drunk, but had forgotten and left the pepper spray at home. I didn't say jack or shit to those asswipes, which is not my nature.
So best of luck to you Peckerwood, seems you have a good grasp of what happened and what you need to do so you don't need me to critize you. We've all (mostly all) been there and we need to play the hand we deal ourselves. PS, if any of you are missing a pretty black M3 BMW, niggers got yer car. Look for the parts.
Stick with what your brain tells you, avoiding booze is better for any of us. GOOD LUCK!
Everyone already said what I would have already. Address your issues, get better and heal up.
As far as locomotion goes, a used mountain/road(depending on terrain to work) bike if you need something cheap, a (not used) ebike if you have a bit more dosh(check a local bike shop), or a 49cc scooter/moped if you have even more greenbacks. All have no license needed, though you need to be aware of the rules for these vehicles. Wear a helmet.
I'm a flawed human that needs work, that's extremely lucky I didn't hurt anyone, and hopefully properly motivated to make myself less flawed.
Ain't we all. That said, if you could fix yourself, you would have already done it. Doesn't hurt to ask for some Divine intervention. Do it every day and things will get better.
Get some books on stoicism. Start reading take it to heart and you will be ok. The most difficult situations reveal your character are you a strong white man or not?
We all fuck up at some point, brother. It happens. I've been there. Just be glad bad, irreversible shit didn't happen. Push hard to make all of it right and level up. This is already in the past and all you can do is move forward. I think sometimes things happen for a reason.
you need help, glad that you just took the first step in to acknowledging it. now get the help that you need because willpower alone is not enough to cast off an addiction like this.
You've realized that you're not happy with your life/lifestyle and that's the first step that many people can never take. Clean yourself up, bandage yourself up real good and be the man you were destined to be. Your wife is still by your side, don't disappoint her any longer. There's always a path to redemption, you just need to believe that you're worthy. Your destiny isn't feeling sorry for yourself, It's time to rise.
I remember a while ago trying to explain morality to you over $20 you stole. This is not a surprising development.
You sound like a nigger making excuses after he got caught. You know this isn't the first time you've been driving drunk, and it won't be the last either. You don't actually care, you're just a dindu who is upset consequences met up with his actions finally. Maybe try actual shame and humility instead of going on the internet to engage in a nice round of mutual dick sucking with your "friends" so they can help minimize it for you. It's like one of those whores on Reddit who go crying when some dude doesn't want to fuck her after she shit tests him about her abortion count or coal burning.
Yeah, you're the lucky one for not hurting anyone else. Right. Lol. You think God protects the drunk? God was protecting everyone around you. And He's been doing it a long time I'm guessing.
I know its hard out here, but you need to care for yourself. You have the kind of energy that young men are going to turn to for direction when things finally start breaking.
[ + ] King_Leopold_II
[ - ] King_Leopold_II 30 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 19:44:36 ago (+30/-0)
[ + ] PeckerwoodPerry
[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry [op] 13 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 19:45:57 ago (+13/-0)
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[ - ] zyklonSea 20 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:37:23 ago (+20/-0)
[ + ] PeckerwoodPerry
[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry [op] 6 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:06:08 ago (+6/-0)
[ + ] King_Leopold_II
[ - ] King_Leopold_II 4 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:35:15 ago (+4/-0)
Done that, a teammate at football practice tried to amp me so he head butted my chest. Went right between the two plates. Now I have a bump and certain positions are uncomfortable to sit or lay in.
Hope yours heal better.
[ + ] CoronaHoax
[ - ] CoronaHoax 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:02:20 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] Indoctrinated_USA
[ - ] Indoctrinated_USA 2 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:06:15 ago (+2/-0)
Injuries incurred at this time always find a way to come back later in life - whether you think they're healed or not.
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[ - ] King_Leopold_II 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 00:01:14 ago (+0/-0)
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[ - ] xmasskull 2 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:37:01 ago (+2/-0)
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[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry [op] 3 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:28:01 ago (+3/-0)
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[ - ] Dindu 0 points 10 monthsJun 12, 2024 13:42:42 ago (+0/-0)
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[ - ] watts2db 10 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:05:55 ago (+10/-0)
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[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz 7 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:47:45 ago (+8/-1)
God gave him this opportunity not the universe. the universe is not self aware. God is
[ + ] GreatSatan
[ - ] GreatSatan -1 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:04:35 ago (+0/-1)
Not that whole chink family on liveleak that was ran over but the small child who saw his entire family die right in front of him lol
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz 3 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:09:10 ago (+3/-0)
also, bad stuff is going to happen in a world that is fallen. last time i checked this world alongside the people that inhabits it are destined to die one way or another.
some checks out earlier and others late. everything has its due time under the sun.
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[ - ] GreatSatan -1 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:13:57 ago (+0/-1)
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[ - ] velocityraptor 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 00:55:09 ago (+1/-0)
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[ - ] Sal_180 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 03:57:19 ago (+1/-0)
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[ - ] MuricaPersonified 8 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 19:59:57 ago (+8/-0)
There are a lot of people that will permanently hold it against you. Fuck 'em; it happened and there's no taking it back. Just focus on bettering yourself and don't do it again. You should be able to get a provisional license that lets you drive for work or emergencies.
[ + ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey
[ - ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey 4 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:12:51 ago (+4/-0)
I don’t need anyone’s “permission”.
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[ - ] MuricaPersonified 4 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:27:10 ago (+4/-0)
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[ + ] KosherHiveKicker
[ - ] KosherHiveKicker 8 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 19:49:49 ago (+8/-0)
Work from home to keep an income, if you can.
If not, then use the time to learn a trade-skill that will help you improve your employment situation-salary. Do NOT be a "woe-is-me" faggot.
[ + ] PeckerwoodPerry
[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry [op] 6 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:06:16 ago (+6/-0)
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[ - ] KosherHiveKicker 7 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:00:56 ago (+7/-0)
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[ - ] bobdole9 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:54:38 ago (+1/-0)
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[ - ] Gowithit 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:04:44 ago (+1/-0)
a new bgfq in the making.
[ + ] 2Drunk
[ - ] 2Drunk 6 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 19:53:12 ago (+6/-0)
[ + ] Lordbananafist
[ - ] Lordbananafist 0 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:06:04 ago (+1/-1)
Buy some life insurance peckerwood. You gon’ die.
[ + ] PeckerwoodPerry
[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry [op] 5 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:07:27 ago (+5/-0)
[ + ] Lordbananafist
[ - ] Lordbananafist 3 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:13:05 ago (+4/-1)
Your liver is probably the size of a football.
[ + ] PeckerwoodPerry
[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry [op] 2 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:37:35 ago (+2/-0)
No, my problem is something else entirely and the beer drinking is really just a symptom of.
Yeah, I am gonna die. I'm fine with that. You're gonna die too. We all do. Wether the ways or means add up to something, I don't know. I don't have fatty liver disease though, I've got a different problem. It's not the amount, it's the reason it's there.
[ + ] Anotherone
[ - ] Anotherone 3 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:43:15 ago (+3/-0)
Shit sucks, made a mistake and now you learn from it. Don't dwell on it and most certainly don't let the fuck that told you to "take out the trash" get to you.
I will tell you that from the comments here it is evident many of us give a shit about you, and if you need someone to talk to by all means do so.
Do it in a DM so you don't get depressed from assholes like this parasite that can't stand the idea of redemption.
Be well fren.
[ + ] PeckerwoodPerry
[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry [op] 0 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:05:04 ago (+0/-0)
Long story short, I can deal with it. I know changes need to be made, and I know I'm capable of making them. I'm fine, or at least I will be.
A night in jail can actually do a lot to facilitate change, but only if that lonely bastard in uncomfortable cell number one wants it. This was a huge wake up call for me and I'm hearing it.
I didn't use to drink every day. It only really became a thing when I was laid off during the pandemic bullshit. I don't want to make excuses, but I leaned heavily into a really bad habit. It's easier to do that than to reaclimate. It is what it is. Hopefully it will be it it was it was. I'm fairly properly motivated now, and like I said above tonight is my last night for a while. I'm just glad I didn't hurt anyone.
[ + ] Anotherone
[ - ] Anotherone 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 00:49:45 ago (+0/-0)
Never spent time in jail, so I cannot empathize with such a thing. Have lost people, good people matter of fact. Been addicted to drugs, been at rock bottom a couple times.
Just what life does, chews you up and shits you out. People is what matters I found. Do it for them as to yourself.
I didn't see how it was an excuse to start drinking, more people died or got addicted to something during the rona than didn't is all I can say.
They will happen again to fren, learn from that as well.
[ + ] Lordbananafist
[ - ] Lordbananafist -2 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:46:18 ago (+3/-5)
Go buy life insurance and 9 bottles of everclear and take the trash out.
[ + ] CoronaHoax
[ - ] CoronaHoax 0 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:05:45 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Anotherone
[ - ] Anotherone 3 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:47:19 ago (+3/-0)
More than a nigger would do, and certainly more than a jew would do.
Know who does what you are right now? Miserable people that above all hate themselves more than anyone else. Work on that and be part of this place that makes it better.
[ + ] Gowithit
[ - ] Gowithit 2 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:53:16 ago (+2/-0)
[ + ] Anotherone
[ - ] Anotherone 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:56:49 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] Lordbananafist
[ - ] Lordbananafist -2 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:50:50 ago (+0/-2)
Shut your fucking mouth you stupid little girl.
[ + ] Anotherone
[ - ] Anotherone 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:59:09 ago (+1/-0)
What does it hurt to be nice? You don't know this guy, you were not impacted by the event he was part of, nope you are here looking to be an asshole so you feel better about your own shitty fucking existence.
[ + ] Lordbananafist
[ - ] Lordbananafist 0 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:05:12 ago (+1/-1)*
I didn’t say he’s isn’t capable of change. I know what the catalyst is tho. You clearly don’t.
I do know him. Drunks aren’t unique.
Edit: isn’t
[ + ] Anotherone
[ - ] Anotherone 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:12:00 ago (+1/-0)
Because that won't help him, won't help you either, because if he does that is one less person on this site!
[ + ] Lordbananafist
[ - ] Lordbananafist 0 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:17:38 ago (+1/-1)
You can go get fucked.
[ + ] Anotherone
[ - ] Anotherone 0 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:41:52 ago (+0/-0)
Said his sternum was fractured, and already at home after a day in jail? Chances are he is in pain, quite a lot I bet. You would prefer he stays in pain because fuckem?
You are a masochist with narcissistic attitude. None of this, absolutely not a fucking bit of this shit is about you. Yet what you want what you feel.
Even now you act like a child in a chat party and calling names like your first day being allowed to cuss at others.
People like you die alone and are only found when you become an inconvenience to the wellbeing of others, then no one cares.
[ + ] Lordbananafist
[ - ] Lordbananafist -1 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:43:25 ago (+0/-1)
Now is not the time for positive reinforcement.
[ + ] ProudRebel
[ - ] ProudRebel 5 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:43:48 ago (+5/-0)
[ + ] Anotherone
[ - ] Anotherone 5 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:03:02 ago (+5/-0)
You are alright, and didn't hurt anyone else.
[ + ] HeyJames
[ - ] HeyJames 4 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:57:07 ago (+4/-0)
It's okay, many of us have been bamboozled by alcohol before. Nobody here wants to tear you down. People come at me all the time for saying alcohol is harmful and detrimental except in occasional usage.
What's going to be more difficult is staying strong when the pain of this recent bullshit fades. It'll be easier to drink 6 months from now when the pain from this isn't such a fresh wound.
[ + ] MaryXmas
[ - ] MaryXmas 4 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:53:17 ago (+4/-0)
[ + ] clymer
[ - ] clymer 3 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 06:37:24 ago (+3/-0)
did I deserve more than a few? Fuck yes. I remember one night back in like 92, my car was in the shop and I had a rental. Was framing houses back then. Me and my buddies that I worked with used to ht this bar in a chink joint after work, and one friday night we closed the place. I am tooling home, backroads, testing the corners and high speeds, beer between my legs and lost it around this corner, ended up on a stone wall. No forward, No reverse, the wheels were not even getting traction and I could not even open the door. So I climbed out the window, threw the can into the woods and I grabbed my shit and ran about 50 yards into woods, already heard some dude running down the street to see what happened (this must have been 1:30AM so the crash probably woke him up. I just laid face down in the leaves with my eye balls facing the road and it wasn't more than 2 minutes before there were berries and cherries lighting up the road, cops and fire trucks. I waited a good 30 minutes after they were gone before I skipped bush to bush all the way to my buddies house the next town over, ducking back in the woods everytime I saw headlights. must have been a good 8 miles away from there. I didn't dare to to the house where I was renting a room because the cops would be looking for me. I get back to my buddies place and it's light out, by now I am sober as a judge. We were supposed to be back on the job at 7:00 AM, I wake him up - our other buddy pulls into his driveway to pick him up for work, we all pile into his truck and they drive past the crash scene (car is gone, towed) and drop me off at home. I call up the local PD and say "uhhh, I was in a minor fender bender last night. I went to try to get the car and it's gone." The Sargent on the phone basically says "get the fuck in here and talk to us" so I go down there with my bicycle and he says "look. We know there was alcohol involved, but we can't do anything about that now, so we are charging you with leaving the scene of an accident with property damage (I guess a stone wall where a few rocks got scraped up qualifies as property damage). I go to court, use a court-appointed attorney and get off with a 30 day suspension and a 40 dollar fine. Did I deserve more than a few OUI's? yes. I won't have any more than a beer or two, and then drive these days. Not worth it.
Best of luck, things will pan out, don't worry
[ + ] con77
[ - ] con77 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 17:13:21 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] big_fat_dangus
[ - ] big_fat_dangus 3 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 05:01:13 ago (+3/-0)
[ + ] UncleDoug
[ - ] UncleDoug 4 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:25:26 ago (+4/-0)
[ + ] Hall_of_Cost
[ - ] Hall_of_Cost 4 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:16:05 ago (+4/-0)
[ + ] Thatguy
[ - ] Thatguy 4 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 19:52:13 ago (+4/-0)
[ + ] PeckerwoodPerry
[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry [op] 4 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 19:49:04 ago (+4/-0)
[ + ] SumerBreeze
[ - ] SumerBreeze 4 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:33:13 ago (+4/-0)
[ + ] Dingo
[ - ] Dingo 3 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 03:20:18 ago (+3/-0)
Another important thing to also remember. Love is a verb. So while you can't change what has happened you can give people new things to talk about.
[ + ] dulcima
[ - ] dulcima 3 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 01:26:47 ago (+3/-0)
Best of luck dealing with your issues. I know you have them. Always remember to be a better White man. We need them all.
[ + ] hylo
[ - ] hylo 2 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 10:19:21 ago (+2/-0)
Be tougher than the shit life throws at you. Don't use alcohol as crutch.
Lastly, you don't have the right to complain about nigger behavior when you exhibit it.
[ + ] con77
[ - ] con77 3 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:58:49 ago (+3/-0)
I got a DUI 36 years ago. When I went to the class they said half of you will be back here.
I told myself then fuck that! I'll admit that I've been lucky too but pretty much towed the line.
I've had cab drivers decline my fare because I used to look like a fukn Hells Angel!
I'd call the cab co and make them make the guy come back. Let me tell ya they weren't looking forward to that!
It was hot as fuck! That must have been some walk.
Hope the wife cools off. I pray. I'll pray for you. Good luck 👍
[ + ] RMGoetbbels
[ - ] RMGoetbbels 3 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:45:31 ago (+3/-0)
Fuck the world, LET IT BURN. But lets hope the niggers and the jews light first.
[ + ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey
[ - ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey 3 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:10:21 ago (+3/-0)*
Take care of yourself and deal with your shit.
The question I have is, why didn’t you have money for a cab ride home? Or, did you really want to walk six miles? I don’t walk anywhere.
[ + ] PeckerwoodPerry
[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry [op] 1 point 10 monthsJun 11, 2024 19:50:29 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey
[ - ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey 0 points 10 monthsJun 11, 2024 23:13:44 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Not_C
[ - ] Not_C 2 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 03:00:59 ago (+2/-0)
Now's the time to Whiten up.
Become the Whitest White guy there is.
Most of us have been in the same spot.
Don't beat yourself down. Remember, you don't have a time machine.
And without a time machine, it's all about what you do from here on.
You sound like you want to punish yourself, so do it.
No sleeping in, start waking up early and making the wife breakfast. Clean the house. Fix shit. Spend all day in the sweltering heat doing yard work.
Without a license, you're going to be a bit of a burden on the wife. So you'd better start looking pretty for her.
You'd better be working out every day and taking care of your appearance.
[ + ] GrayDragon
[ - ] GrayDragon 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 07:53:42 ago (+1/-0)
Become ungovernable. You pussy.
[ + ] GrayDragon
[ - ] GrayDragon 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 08:12:51 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] dirtywhiteboy
[ - ] dirtywhiteboy 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 14:35:39 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Wolfspider
[ - ] Wolfspider 0 points 10 monthsJun 10, 2024 04:16:50 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Chairman
[ - ] Chairman 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 02:55:59 ago (+1/-0)
You're inviting people here to hang shit on you, and sure there's probably a level of guilt, regret and shame you feel and would like validated.
But you also knew that it's a particular breed of people on this website and for every 1 fuckhead wanting to criticise you there would be 3 who would have something kind and positive to say. You're suffering, and the only way you could get a kind word to ease the pain a little bit is to make this post on the internet.
I've never driven drunk and always found alcohol to be a puerile drug, but I can certainly relate to that feeling of hopelessness that we all feel to some extent.
Taking the red pill sure seems like it doesn't have many upsides at present, the normalfag cattle have no idea how good they really have things to remain asleep.
All the best for the rest mate, my only advice is to figure out the Why rather than the How. If the Why is good enough, the How will inevitably work itself out.
[ + ] SocksOnCats
[ - ] SocksOnCats 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 02:08:36 ago (+1/-0)
This too shall pass.
[ + ] boekanier
[ - ] boekanier 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 01:09:28 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] shadowwolf225
[ - ] shadowwolf225 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 01:06:16 ago (+1/-0)
So long as your aim stays true, this is a solvable problem. Check out local AA and NA. Having someone that understands your situation can help you address it correctly.
Be slow and intentional.
Best of luck to you brother.
[ + ] velocityraptor
[ - ] velocityraptor 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 01:02:56 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] iSnark
[ - ] iSnark 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 00:46:27 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] Sector2
[ - ] Sector2 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 00:37:19 ago (+1/-0)
Drunks hit and kill people everyday, then get pretty unhappy in court when they get years in prison for murder.
Try going without for a month and having a tea or water when you'd have a beer.
[ + ] rzr97
[ - ] rzr97 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 00:15:12 ago (+1/-0)
If you're an alcoholic you might want to look into tirzepatide. It really works for that. DM me if you want a source that I know is good for cheap. If you're in the US the medical system is complete shit and they work with the pharmaceutical companies to jack up the prices like crazy AND give you inferior shit. You have to find workarounds.
[ + ] GrayDragon
[ - ] GrayDragon 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 07:55:09 ago (+0/-0)
I drive drunk everyday. Sue me.
[ + ] rzr97
[ - ] rzr97 3 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 09:43:50 ago (+3/-0)
[ + ] dirtywhiteboy
[ - ] dirtywhiteboy 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 14:34:07 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] albatrosv15
[ - ] albatrosv15 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:56:50 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] velocityraptor
[ - ] velocityraptor 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 01:05:35 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] beece
[ - ] beece 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:34:41 ago (+1/-0)*
So best of luck to you Peckerwood, seems you have a good grasp of what happened and what you need to do so you don't need me to critize you. We've all (mostly all) been there and we need to play the hand we deal ourselves. PS, if any of you are missing a pretty black M3 BMW, niggers got yer car. Look for the parts.
Stick with what your brain tells you, avoiding booze is better for any of us. GOOD LUCK!
[ + ] Leveraction
[ - ] Leveraction 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:29:39 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] PotatoWhisperer2
[ - ] PotatoWhisperer2 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:28:45 ago (+1/-0)
As far as locomotion goes, a used mountain/road(depending on terrain to work) bike if you need something cheap, a (not used) ebike if you have a bit more dosh(check a local bike shop), or a 49cc scooter/moped if you have even more greenbacks. All have no license needed, though you need to be aware of the rules for these vehicles. Wear a helmet.
Good luck.
[ + ] Reawakened
[ - ] Reawakened 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:25:38 ago (+1/-0)
Ain't we all. That said, if you could fix yourself, you would have already done it. Doesn't hurt to ask for some Divine intervention. Do it every day and things will get better.
[ + ] Doglegwarrior
[ - ] Doglegwarrior 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:09:51 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] dingbat
[ - ] dingbat 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:40:17 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] Cunt
[ - ] Cunt 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:19:03 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] GroundskeeperWillie
[ - ] GroundskeeperWillie 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:15:07 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] GreatSatan
[ - ] GreatSatan 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 22:02:46 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] HonkyMcNiggerSpic
[ - ] HonkyMcNiggerSpic 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:51:39 ago (+1/-0)*
[ + ] dosvydanya_freedomz
[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:50:22 ago (+1/-0)
wish you a speedy recovery!
[ + ] Shiningforce
[ - ] Shiningforce 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:47:57 ago (+1/-0)*
[ + ] Crackinjokes
[ - ] Crackinjokes 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:01:09 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] Cantaloupe
[ - ] Cantaloupe 1 point 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 20:29:07 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] dirtywhiteboy
[ - ] dirtywhiteboy 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 14:32:26 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] jfroybees
[ - ] jfroybees 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 14:09:14 ago (+0/-0)
https://inv.nadeko.net/watch?v=6pSGZRfD7Ik
[ + ] Jinglebanger
[ - ] Jinglebanger 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 13:00:57 ago (+0/-0)*
You sound like a nigger making excuses after he got caught. You know this isn't the first time you've been driving drunk, and it won't be the last either. You don't actually care, you're just a dindu who is upset consequences met up with his actions finally. Maybe try actual shame and humility instead of going on the internet to engage in a nice round of mutual dick sucking with your "friends" so they can help minimize it for you. It's like one of those whores on Reddit who go crying when some dude doesn't want to fuck her after she shit tests him about her abortion count or coal burning.
Yeah, you're the lucky one for not hurting anyone else. Right. Lol. You think God protects the drunk? God was protecting everyone around you. And He's been doing it a long time I'm guessing.
[ + ] lolxd
[ - ] lolxd 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 12:39:03 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Monica
[ - ] Monica 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 12:09:12 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Anus_Expander
[ - ] Anus_Expander 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 09:24:51 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Laputois
[ - ] Laputois 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 08:58:55 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Salacious_Salicylic
[ - ] Salacious_Salicylic 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 07:49:08 ago (+0/-0)
I know its hard out here, but you need to care for yourself. You have the kind of energy that young men are going to turn to for direction when things finally start breaking.
Don't be a dumbass, your people need you.
[ + ] Niggly_Puff
[ - ] Niggly_Puff 0 points 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 07:10:43 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] CoronaHoax
[ - ] CoronaHoax 0 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 23:04:39 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] MasklessTheGreat
[ - ] MasklessTheGreat 0 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:17:32 ago (+1/-1)
[ + ] Shiningforce
[ - ] Shiningforce 1 point 10 monthsJun 9, 2024 02:27:51 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] FreeinTX
[ - ] FreeinTX 0 points 10 monthsJun 8, 2024 21:17:14 ago (+0/-0)