×
Login Register an account
Top Submissions Explore Upgoat Search Random Subverse Random Post Colorize! Site Rules Donate
82
122 comments block


[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry 17 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 13:18:46 ago (+17/-0)

On the 23rd it'll be exactly seven months for me. My mental health now is about as healthy as my fatty liver was a year ago. Long story short it's thinking about killing me. I don't even care about the booze, don't really think about it. I just need shit to stop going sideways sometime this year.

[ - ] deleted 8 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 13:23:52 ago (+8/-0)

deleted

[ - ] ProudRebel 8 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 15:13:13 ago (+8/-0)

Drunk or sober life gets lifey. I followed some of your journey and I am impressed by you. Maybe give yourself a break and a pat on the back. Please hang in their my friend. Good job Peckerwood!

[ - ] deleted 5 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 13:21:24 ago (+6/-1)

deleted

[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry 13 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 13:37:49 ago (+13/-0)

I'm not treading water, I fucking wish I was treading water. I'm fuckin drowning. When I got my DUI I was making good money, I had three jobs, but that's fine. I had to quit two of those because there was no way I could get there, kept the one closest to the house. My income didn't drop by 2/3, closer to 4/5. So now seven months later, and close to $10k in fines, classes, and supervision, I'm more fucked than a nigger named mayonnaise. Rents late, my power might get shut off fuckin today, and my truck got repossessed fuckin yesterday. So there goes the side gig making cabinets I had set up for when I can drive again in like two weeks.I'm alone at the house. My wife went to a wedding in another fuckin country on Monday, even though we couldn't afford it. I have the basic shit I need, pretty much food and smokes, but other than that I don't have shit. I'm sober, but so fucking what? Doesn't feel like any kind of accomplishment that's for sure. I'm fine, but I'm really fuckin not. I'm fuckin lost and alone and if I get one more of these days like the last few I might just lose my fuckin mind.

[ - ] InYourFaceNancyGrace 9 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:44:44 ago (+10/-1)*

PSA for anyone getting pulled over after drinking:

DON'T FUCKING BLOW OR DO A SOBRIETY TEST. It can only serve to hurt you. You can get DUI even if you're under the legal limit. They will threaten you with a suspended license - you can overcome that. But you will not beat the charge if you blow over the legal limit, and you will likely not beat the charge if you blow any %. If the cop says he suspects DUI, just stfu and call a lawyer ASAP.

Don't cheap out on the lawyer either. I blew a 0.12 like a dumbass, and I got "any old DUI lawyer" because I didn't want to tell my parents (turns out Dad knew a guy), and I was young and stupid and didn't know shit about the law. My fucking shitty lawyer worked to get the less serious charges dropped while sticking me with the more serious charge. All I heard was "you're charged with 4 misdemeanors; I got 3 dropped" and thought cool, only 1 charge instead of 4. Turns out the 1 charge was a 1st degree misdemeanor and the others were 3rd or whatever, low-grade misdemeanors. That part was not explained to me, and it turns out 1st degree misdemeanors are felony light - I don't lose voting privilege or gun rights, but they are huge red flags on employment background checks. I have lost potential jobs over it over a decade later.

Fortunately my job at the time was good with it, but I had to ride my bike to work for 6 months. Couldn't get to the court house because it was 45 miles away, so my shitty lawyer did the deals mostly without me until it came to sentencing.

DUIs definitely derail your life - mine was 15 years ago now, and I still get to deal with the fallout. These aren't your dad's DUIs, where the cop is all "Now you boys go straight home and don't spill your beer!" These are "throw the book at you so hard surgery won't remove it" DUIs.

All that said, I'm making more money now, with a better life, after the dark DUI period. I'm sure part of that is because it sent a fucking message that is still echoing today. I'm not a teetotaler, but I certainly sobered the fuck up and swore off any drinking and driving. No less than 12 hours from the bottle to the throttle.

So yea I'll bet life is dark right now. It's brighter on the other side, but you ran afoul of Johnny Law, and of the Legal Industry (there is no justice in our justice system, save for the "just us" part). You padded some officer's/prosecutor's/judge's stats and bought some lawyer lunch for the next year. Probably 3/4 of the recipients are jewish to boot, so now you've got to answer to the goats for funding yids.

Which brings my rant to the real takeaway - DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE, not only because it fucks up your life, but more importantly, BECAUSE YOU'RE SUPPORTING JEWS WHEN YOU DO.

[ - ] RobertJHarsh 6 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:01:51 ago (+6/-0)

NEVER BLOW and NEVER DO A SOBRIETY TEST. Both just provide evidence against you. Refuse both and lawyer up. I never drink before driving anymore. Even at restaurants. If I do then the wife drives because she never drinks. It's a quota revenue stream for most jurisdictions.

[ - ] InYourFaceNancyGrace 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 20:32:25 ago (+3/-1)

It's a quota revenue stream for most jurisdictions.

Again, for those in the back: DUI CONVICTIONS ARE A QUOTA REVENUE STREAM FOR MOST JURISDICTIONS.

Don't give the JEWDICIAL system another reason to take your money.

[ - ] deleted 6 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 13:46:27 ago (+6/-0)

deleted

[ - ] PostWallHelena -1 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 00:26:23 ago (+3/-4)

Wow thats really inspirational. Very touching.

Hey, what kind of bitter, salty, lonely cunt would take advantage of the fact that you were trying to provide encouragement to someone else by shitting all over this comment? Maybe some kind of fucking asshole?

You seem like a swell guy though!

https://www.upgoat.net/viewpost?postid=6787f99f6be2a&commentid=6788912cf3cc5

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 1 point 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 01:23:49 ago (+1/-0)

Imagine being this tilted. Why do parents make you so angry, barren whore?

[ - ] Sunman_Omega 4 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 14:19:16 ago (+5/-1)

Depressing comment... I wish I could help you, brother. You need to find the strength within to persevere. Don't give up or lose hope.

[ - ] deleted 4 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:43:39 ago (+4/-0)

deleted

[ - ] Gowithit 3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 14:28:06 ago (+5/-2)

My wife went to a wedding in another fuckin country on Monday, even though we couldn't afford it.

Women operate in a way you wouldnt understand Perry. You need to gain favor in order to move around and with you in the pits like this she probably feels extra pressure to "gain favor".

Please don't drown, it leads to mistakes you can't undo. Work past yes,maybe, but those mistakes will not be undone.

I can drive again in like two weeks.

There is light at the end of the tunnel! In two weeks (ha) your options will be open and you can start breathing.

Call the electric company ask for a payment plan. It can at least stall the being cut off. Remember every bill can be half paid except for the phone and internet (bastards) hell even 1/3 paid if you have a decent record.

[ - ] RobertJHarsh 3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:44:40 ago (+3/-0)

Why didn't you hire a lawyer after the DUI? Never blow and never do a test. You are just giving them evidence against you. And don't worry about that "losing license shit". That's for a judge to decide, not the cops.

[ - ] hylo 3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 20:28:46 ago (+3/-0)

Getting drunk won't make anything better so quit thinking about it. I'm pretty fuckin sure it's what actually got you in this situation.

[ - ] Cantaloupe 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 15:38:36 ago (+2/-0)

Those are mostly material things.

Just slowly work through it.

Nature is awesome, books are freely accessible.

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 1 point 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 15:51:09 ago (+2/-1)

My wife went to a wedding in another fuckin country on Monday, even though we couldn't afford it.

Uhhh WHAT? Get your bitch under control. She should be supporting you during this, not compounding the problem.

[ - ] dirtywhiteboy 0 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:00:56 ago (+4/-4)

shes probably off in mehico getting railed by 8 gorditos right now.

i dont know how anyone would put up with that shit.

[ - ] Gowithit -1 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:26:21 ago (+2/-3)

you dont know how things work at all.

[ - ] dirtywhiteboy 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:31:04 ago (+4/-2)

you are such a retarded taco nigger. fitting that youd stand up for some bitch doing this to her husband.

[ - ] Gowithit 1 point 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:38:32 ago (+4/-3)

You have to be o/ this tall to understand.

[ - ] dirtywhiteboy 1 point 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:44:05 ago (+3/-2)

you have to be absolutely brain dead retarded to think its right for her to do that while theyre in a financial crisis. its selfish as fuck and all foids like you should neck themselves.

[ - ] PostWallHelena -1 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:54:34 ago (+2/-3)

Youre just saying that because none of them will touch you.

[ - ] deleted -2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:55:06 ago (+4/-6)

deleted

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:57:49 ago (+3/-1)

Manlet perspective.

[ - ] deleted -3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:00:23 ago (+4/-7)

deleted

[ - ] Anus_Expander 6 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 18:01:28 ago (+7/-1)

I've been upvoating you, to make Dangus rage

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:31:01 ago (+3/-1)

Cry harder, cuckold šŸ˜

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:53:02 ago (+3/-3)

Get your bitch under control.

Oh I didn’t know you got yours under control. Or is it that you don’t even have one? I don’t think Perry needs your advice.

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 1 point 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:58:34 ago (+2/-1)

Hag who has no kids due to being unattractive.

Simple as.

[ - ] PostWallHelena -1 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:10:54 ago (+2/-3)

Better to have no kids than to be a disaster as a parent. You are an active alcoholic with NPD. I dont need to be your social worker to know. Call the sweater knitter and tell her you are failing. She obviously has time on her hands to rescue your daughter from this harmful environment.

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:14:23 ago (+3/-0)

Seething empty egg carton šŸ˜

[ - ] PostWallHelena -2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:41:18 ago (+1/-3)

Seething 36 BMI. šŸ©šŸ•šŸ”šŸŗšŸøšŸ˜‚

[ - ] deleted -3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:29:17 ago (+2/-5)

deleted

[ - ] deleted -4 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 18:10:27 ago (+2/-6)

deleted

[ - ] PostWallHelena -2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:11:41 ago (+2/-4)

I shudder to think.

[ - ] dirtywhiteboy -1 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 14:52:34 ago (+2/-3)

Lol he called you PP

[ - ] PostWallHelena -1 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:04:44 ago (+1/-2)

So sorry to hear you struggling. Hang in there. Get your bitch under control! hahaha. Jk. Get some silymarin.

[ - ] ProudRebel 10 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 15:10:39 ago (+10/-0)

Alcoholism kills most alcoholics. You're doing something amazing. You're taking the road less traveled. You're walking the path of a hero and you're certainly one of mine. Great job!!!

[ - ] deleted 8 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 15:36:10 ago (+8/-0)

deleted

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 15:54:03 ago (+4/-1)

ClichƩin ain't easy.

[ - ] JudyStroyer 4 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:50:27 ago (+4/-0)

Lmao, i thought you were trying to type some sort of mexican lingo for a while before it clicked.

[ - ] deleted -4 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:51:19 ago (+2/-6)

deleted

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 1 point 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:56:04 ago (+2/-1)

Cry harder bald cuck.

[ - ] deleted -3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:03:00 ago (+2/-5)

deleted

[ - ] dirtywhiteboy 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:12:32 ago (+3/-1)

tell us how race purism is for kikes again

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 0 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:30:04 ago (+1/-1)

Or what, bald cuck? Lick on these nuts and suck the dick.

[ - ] deleted -3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:39:13 ago (+3/-6)

deleted

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 1 point 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:49:50 ago (+2/-1)

The impotent pussy we all know you are šŸ˜

[ - ] PostWallHelena -1 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 20:04:02 ago (+1/-2)

Oh my god youre impotent too? You should really stop talking.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:26:27 ago (+2/-2)

Lol.

[ - ] dassar 3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:28:09 ago (+3/-0)

Hey man, Nice comment.

[ - ] paul_neri 1 point 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 19:43:53 ago (+1/-0)

Thanks bro.

[ - ] dassar 1 point 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 20:53:30 ago (+1/-0)

Wasnt commenting to you, fckwit.

Eat shit neri! - there that's for you, cunt.

[ - ] paul_neri 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 22:59:25 ago (+0/-0)

Thanks dass. Good to hear from you.

[ - ] Anus_Expander 8 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:50:22 ago (+8/-0)

Sobriety rules. Keep it up.

[ - ] clymer 7 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:25:44 ago (+7/-0)

4 1/2 months for me. Sleep = much better. Performance at work, general energy level, over all mental state (especially general personal reflection, psychological processing) absolutely night and day compared to when I was a daily drunk. I always performed well as a drunk, but like you, a 6 drink per night habit since I was in my early teens

[ - ] PostWallHelena 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:33:12 ago (+3/-1)

Wow. That is amazing. I was drinking since my teens too. Its been like 3 or 4 years since I quit. I started feeling a lot better after maybe 2 or 3 months. One of the best decisions I ever made.

[ - ] deleted 0 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 23:55:08 ago (+0/-0)

deleted

[ - ] PostWallHelena 1 point 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 00:16:20 ago (+2/-1)

What sort of bitter salty lonely cunt has to go around randomly insulting people, I wonder. Youre a regular Polyanna!

[ - ] deleted 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 00:18:54 ago (+0/-0)

deleted

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 00:28:37 ago (+1/-1)

No U! 🤣🤣🤣

[ - ] deleted 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 00:30:53 ago (+0/-0)

deleted

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 00:35:38 ago (+1/-1)

Gee what a lucky kid. His dad shits all over a post meant for moral support to quit alcohol. He must feel like he won the lottery! What a cool dad! šŸ˜’

[ - ] deleted 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 00:47:06 ago (+0/-0)

deleted

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 00:52:13 ago (+1/-1)

Youre making your kid read your internet forum squabbles? Im sorry but that just seems kind of.... what’s the word Im looking for.... salty? Bitter? Im sure youre a really good parent though and he doesn’t think youre a cunt at all. Sounds like really quality father-son bonding to me! 🤪

[ - ] drstrangergov 5 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:38:20 ago (+5/-0)

atta boy!

[ - ] RMGoetbbels 5 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:16:22 ago (+5/-0)

"Mental health returned...."

Look retard, we've all been watching you and we're pretty sure you're still a retard.

[ - ] deleted 3 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 11:36:29 ago (+3/-0)

deleted

[ - ] con77 4 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 22:49:16 ago (+4/-0)

Good for you. Stay strong šŸ’Ŗ

[ - ] SteppingRazor 5 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 15:34:19 ago (+5/-0)

Good for you!

[ - ] Cantaloupe 5 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 15:34:03 ago (+5/-0)

That's great stay healthy

Try to make your diet better to

https://youtu.be/QTlp6VTu4S8

[ - ] Leveraction 4 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 22:09:14 ago (+4/-0)

Outstanding! I'm 16 months sober and would not trade it for the world. Only regret is not doing this 35 years ago!

[ - ] deleted 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 22:13:23 ago (+2/-0)

deleted

[ - ] Leveraction 4 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 23:47:35 ago (+4/-0)

I would say about 9 months into sobriety is when the fog really gets lifted. However, if you've been a drinker for a lot of years, it isn't just the non drinking issue, it is all the other damage you've done along the way. As they say, when the drinking starts, the maturity stops.

[ - ] Sunman_Omega 5 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 14:20:26 ago (+6/-1)

Great news, homie. Stay at the helm; you're doing well so far.

[ - ] deleted 4 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 13:19:21 ago (+4/-0)

deleted

[ - ] deleted 4 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 13:25:43 ago (+4/-0)

deleted

[ - ] deleted 3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 13:26:51 ago (+3/-0)

deleted

[ - ] deleted -2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 14:01:07 ago (+4/-6)

deleted

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 15:52:58 ago (+4/-1)

And that is why you'll never be more than a retarded burnout who failed 7th grade.

[ - ] PostWallHelena -1 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:42:42 ago (+1/-2)

Did he fail his only child? That would be a fail.

[ - ] deleted -2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:57:57 ago (+3/-5)

deleted

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 17:28:44 ago (+3/-1)

Look at that instant downvote you caught šŸ˜ it's as though no one around here likes you, shitsucking cuckold faggot

[ - ] dirtywhiteboy 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 14:17:36 ago (+4/-2)

LOL like you dont get absolutely blackout hammered multiple times a week and scream like a woman in jitsi

[ - ] deleted -3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 14:19:40 ago (+3/-6)

deleted

[ - ] dirtywhiteboy 3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 14:21:22 ago (+4/-1)

you cant help but lie like a kike. hilarious.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:48:55 ago (+1/-1)

People are going to find out what you are doing

[ - ] dirtywhiteboy 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:54:04 ago (+3/-1)

What am i doing

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 20:02:44 ago (+1/-1)

Brigading BushCuck

[ - ] dirtywhiteboy 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 20:03:27 ago (+2/-0)

Damn right, troon. Cry moar

[ - ] 2017Fallout 1 point 5 monthsJan 18, 2025 04:41:24 ago (+1/-0)

Love that book. He writes well generally. Defo recommend

[ - ] deleted 0 points 5 monthsJan 18, 2025 04:43:13 ago (+0/-0)

deleted

[ - ] GreenSaint 2 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 07:03:17 ago (+2/-0)

I’m struggling with drinking now. Man I just got off work and I didn’t even want to drink but for some reason I went in and bought a six pack. Now I’m 5 deep. Fuck I don’t even know why I’m doing it. I don’t enjoy it. wtf is wrong with me. Why am I always getting high on something. Goddamnit

[ - ] paul_neri 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 19:42:56 ago (+0/-0)

Dude, you gotta show you're in control.You need to demonstrate this to yourself, your family and to us. We'll all respect you more!

[ - ] paul_neri 1 point 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 19:47:14 ago (+1/-0)

Why did you turn to alcohol? Why do people do drugs? Why do we feel so bad we need something to feel good? What is wrong with us all/Society? Maybe there are no answers except life can be pleasing or a disappointment.

[ - ] deleted 1 point 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 19:56:20 ago (+1/-0)

deleted

[ - ] paul_neri 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 20:01:04 ago (+0/-0)

If true, dude, that is awful. But you're still alive so ... you're a survivor!

[ - ] deleted 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 20:14:20 ago (+0/-0)

deleted

[ - ] HeyJames 3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:55:15 ago (+4/-1)

Good on you for rejecting the liquid jew

/v/LiquidJew

[ - ] Nosferatjew 3 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 15:17:40 ago (+3/-0)

Quitter.

[ - ] Smedleys_Butler 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 22:29:02 ago (+2/-0)

Congrats man. I sorta relapsed today and am now flushing out with water

[ - ] Leveraction 1 point 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 23:48:50 ago (+1/-0)

Hang in there. Don't beat yourself up. Start back on the ban wagon tomorrow.

[ - ] Smedleys_Butler 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 23:55:03 ago (+2/-0)

Thanks mate

[ - ] ShortbusAlcoholic 2 points 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 18:40:12 ago (+2/-0)

Good job dude. As an alcoholic that drinks everyday and bleeds from the ass every other time i poop, i saulte your commitment, niggerfaggot.

[ - ] boekanier 1 point 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 01:19:12 ago (+1/-0)

good, now get rid of your other addictions

[ - ] paul_neri 1 point 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 01:14:22 ago (+1/-0)

Terrific. Shows you've got the right stuff!

[ - ] deleted 1 point 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 11:38:01 ago (+1/-0)

deleted

[ - ] Trope 1 point 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 23:57:53 ago (+1/-0)

Nice, bro.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 1 point 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 19:25:28 ago (+2/-1)

Congratulations Dindu! I do not miss it and I do feel much better day to day. Keep up the healthy habits.

[ - ] deleted 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 00:23:54 ago (+0/-0)

deleted

[ - ] SundayMatinee 1 point 5 monthsJan 15, 2025 16:04:01 ago (+1/-0)

How are your gums?

[ - ] Rowdybme 0 points 5 monthsJan 16, 2025 03:06:23 ago (+1/-1)

10 drinks a day. Thats rookie numbers