THIS IS GETTING RETARDED. THERE IS NO GOOD REASON TO TRY EMPHASIZING 80% OF SOMETHING THAT IS ALREADY CLEAR WHEN READ/SEEN NORMALLY. YES, I AM USING ALL CAPITAL LETTERS BUT IN THIS SITUATION IT IS APPROPRIATE.
I thought it was funny and you thought it was jews. This is making me feel like when I learned everyone in the Beastie Boys were jews. I didn't want to believe it at first but quickly saw the true degeneracy in most of their music. But hey man, it's still fun to listen to, I grew up with a lot of that. It's too deep in me not to like.
When I am not working, I am drinking. A day off is more often than not met with an empty bottle. In the past 2 years I have grown from averaging a half bottle to an entire bottle per day. This doesn't make me feel drunk anymore, I just drink. Whiskey has never caused failure to function in work or already established social life. I have come to believe that drinking has drowned the passion in my heart. I am only 21 and yet am void of all ambition. I work hard labor in the day and drink at night. I rarely cast my mind further than the next bottle. My true fear is that I will never be able to care enough about this to even try and change. I feel completely complacent with this life and yet I know that I shouldn't. I rarely care to make understanding to this. Having said these things I will also say that it makes me realize I shouldn't drink anymore. It has never seemed like an addiction I can't control, and I still don't think it is. If only to prove something to myself I will go dry for the next month and let you fine lads know if I like the results
