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Man, life will just beat the shit out of you and keep on stomping while you're down.

submitted by OoklaTheMok to whatever 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 13:52:40 ago (+64/-1)     (whatever)

I've lost about 30 family and friends since 2016. Including my Grandma, two months later, my mom and 2 years later my little sister. Last night my first cousin's oldest son shot himself in the head with a pistol. No one knows why. He was 18 and things were going well for him and now he's gone. He was a well mannered and smart kid. Man, life is a fickle thing. That's all, goats. Just had to get it off my chest. Another fucking funeral. WTF.


Edit to say: Thanks, to all of you for your kind words. It means more than you know.


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[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry 14 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 15:28:26 ago (+14/-0)

Man that sucks. I lost my father, grandfather, and godfather all within a couple months about six years ago. Keep your chin up, bro. Make time for yourself, allow yourself to grieve in the healthiest way possible. I know we're just a bunch of faggots here, but reach out if you're feeling overwhelmed.

[ - ] rhy 12 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 16:14:11 ago (+12/-0)

These lock downs are having the intended effect

[ - ] knightwarrior41 1 point 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 20:46:08 ago (+1/-0)

yup

[ - ] NuckFiggers 9 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 15:38:47 ago (+9/-0)

I had a really tough year a while back that just blew me off my ass. Brother overdosed, cousin killed herself, lost my fiance, my job, my home. Getting through it was easily the hardest thing I've ever done and it changed me drastically. I got really deep into my head which was bad but also turned out really good. I feel impervious now.

When things get really bad do some frivilous shit just to take you away for a while- watch a stupid comedy or some music you wouldn't want anyone to know you listen to.

Also, exercise, reading and meditation.

I know it sucks

[ - ] Roy_Batty 8 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 14:41:47 ago (+8/-0)

I had a similar situation about 10 years or so. Best thing I fou d for it was to start my own family. Welcome to the meatgrinder.

[ - ] MaryXmas 8 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 14:02:10 ago (+8/-0)

You might like the life story of Andrew Jackson.
American Lion is a good book.

[ - ] OoklaTheMok [op] 5 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 14:06:18 ago (+5/-0)

I'll check it out... Thanks.

[ - ] Hobama 5 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 17:19:13 ago (+5/-0)

Sorry for your loss man. I find that getting out into nature for a bit helps a lot. You could try a weekend backpacking trip to get yourself back into a normal state of mind.

[ - ] watts2db 1 point 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 19:42:52 ago (+1/-0)

this

[ - ] dassar 4 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 17:35:02 ago (+4/-0)

Sorry for the loss. I got nothing.
RIP.

[ - ] SecretHitler 4 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 17:18:27 ago (+4/-0)

When it rains it pours, right?

That really is a lot, I feel for you. Hope the trend is over and some good things come to you.

[ - ] WorldsEndFriend 4 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 17:16:17 ago (+4/-0)

I have a lot of dark thoughts too. Stay strong, you can do this!

[ - ] texasblood 4 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 15:08:32 ago (+4/-0)

[ - ] Systemisgay 4 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 14:38:34 ago (+4/-0)

I’m sorry for your loss

[ - ] JudyStroyer 3 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 16:44:56 ago (+3/-0)

Life is a rough experience sometimes. Keep your head up,goat. I hope the best for you.

[ - ] DukeofRaul 3 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 15:33:12 ago (+3/-0)

I thought I had it bad these last few years. Remain close to your remaining family. Dont try to hang out with outsiders too much. They are too into social media and meaningless bullshit and just wound up infuriating me.

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 3 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 15:17:03 ago (+3/-0)

How do you lose that many, draw yourself a map or something dude, damn.

[ - ] OoklaTheMok [op] 0 points 2.9 yearsJun 1, 2022 16:11:23 ago (+0/-0)

Cancer, heart attacks, the beatus, dementia, drugs overdoses and suicide. Cancer being the big one that most died from.

[ - ] SkippyMcSkipperson34 3 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 14:32:33 ago (+3/-0)

Brutal man. Sorry to hear this. Life is fragile and white males are offing themselves at record rates

[ - ] niggersarenothuman 0 points 2.9 yearsJun 2, 2022 12:32:54 ago (+0/-0)

it is demons. take the parasite pill, bros.

[ - ] Zyklonbeekeeper 2 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 20:26:09 ago (+2/-0)

There's nothing easy about life, fate is cruel and destiny hides her hand until one day she forces you to call or fold...my policy is that I'm sticking around to keep everyone miserable, nobody's getting off the hook that easy...but it does suck to lose the ones closest to you.

[ - ] iamthelightning 2 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 19:27:09 ago (+2/-0)

Sorry to hear it. Hope you have some loved ones to appreciate and for support.

[ - ] Vrbllpollushin 2 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 16:19:25 ago (+2/-0)

Fuck bro. Sorry to hear that. Not much, but you and your family are in my thoughts.

[ - ] OoklaTheMok [op] 1 point 2.9 yearsJun 1, 2022 16:06:08 ago (+1/-0)

Thanks, brother. Hope all is well your way.

[ - ] EAT_MY_ASS_FUCKFACE 2 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 16:11:51 ago (+2/-0)

I'm sorry.
Thank you for sharing.
Everything will be okay.
One day.

[ - ] Mikehaggar1776 1 point 2.9 yearsJun 1, 2022 03:11:20 ago (+1/-0)*

Sorry brah.

It sure does though, it feels like life just keeps piling shit up. I deal with most things better I think than I used to... Or maybe I'm just more numb. Had a pretty serious loss myself, that I can't really talk to anyone about. My wife's parents both died this year, her country is the epicenter of world war 3... Literally don't talk to my family anymore because of everything that's been going on. I was drinking myself to death and was heavily considering getting myself killed so that my wife could collect.

Stopped drinking so much, starting lifting again. Don't feel like I'm out of the woods but I've lost some weight and feel better... I'm still having a really tough time but I'm doing my best now legitimately.

Edit: I took a second to reflect. I have to add... I feel like I can't enjoy almost anything that regular people enjoy. Movies, TV, fuck even video games which used to be an outlet for me suck. Music mostly reminds me of stuff that hurts, even the happy songs. I don't know... If I'm not preoccupied working out or shit up in a video game I'm processing everything that's happening around us and im enraged.

I guess I'm saying I'm either sad, or angry and there's not much in-between these days.

[ - ] OoklaTheMok [op] 0 points 2.9 yearsJun 1, 2022 16:05:21 ago (+0/-0)

I hear ya and it's the same for me. Just going through the fucking motions of day to day life. Numb.

[ - ] bosunmoon 1 point 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 20:43:24 ago (+1/-0)

There's a bunch of nigger faggots just like you around here. Thanks for being good company.

[ - ] Bonlio1 1 point 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 20:12:28 ago (+1/-0)

They say that god will not give you more than you can handle.
That is a lie

[ - ] FalseRealityCheck 1 point 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 16:52:55 ago (+1/-0)

Welcome to Hell.

Nuff said....

[ - ] OldGoat 1 point 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 16:35:52 ago (+1/-0)

It's because we're all surrounded by assholes.

[ - ] rhy 1 point 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 16:15:03 ago (+1/-0)

Get even with life by smashing the heavy bag!!

[ - ] Artificial_Intelligentile 0 points 2.9 yearsJun 1, 2022 10:16:24 ago (+0/-0)

only if youre a faggot.

[ - ] paul_neri 0 points 2.9 yearsJun 1, 2022 00:57:32 ago (+0/-0)*

Nothing like a death to propel you into a place where nothing is real:

"Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message 'He is Dead'.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.".

(Funeral Blues by W.H. Auden)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bPgkl2dPqGw

[ - ] VigourousJackson -2 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 14:35:40 ago (+2/-4)

chemtrails spraying genetic modifications, nanofibers, magnetic pole shift, solar behavior, galactic current sheet...
it's not going to get better...

[ - ] Kozel 4 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 15:30:11 ago (+4/-0)

you forgot poison water and mass genital mutilation blood sacrifice

[ - ] lord_nougat 3 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 16:23:36 ago (+3/-0)

galactic current sheeeeeit...

[ - ] VigourousJackson 2 points 2.9 yearsJun 1, 2022 11:57:53 ago (+2/-0)

lol nice

[ - ] FalseRealityCheck 2 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 16:55:51 ago (+2/-0)

Oh, it will get better; but first one has to survive what is coming and then evolve and adapt to the new Reality.

Nobody will go untouched.

Nobody will escape.

[ - ] AryanPrime 4 points 2.9 yearsMay 31, 2022 19:39:16 ago (+4/-0)

yea too many people don't understand what's coming

[ - ] VigourousJackson 0 points 2.9 yearsJun 3, 2022 05:25:40 ago (+0/-0)

and too many ppl dont take into account the fragility that has been built-in to everything. "whats coming" is going to be of a "kill em all, let god sort them out" variety.

[ - ] AryanPrime 0 points 2.9 yearsJun 3, 2022 09:06:36 ago (+0/-0)

correct...and certain (((groups))) will be targetted...there will be vetching and screaming about "racist Whites" when it happens but no one cares anymore...the tribe has had enough of their evil exposed to enough people...critical mass reached, reaction is occuring, explosion due in short order

[ - ] VigourousJackson 1 point 2.9 yearsJun 1, 2022 12:01:53 ago (+1/-0)

at least not thru the China Lake DUMB tunnel hub or TerraMar... the ones off-planet by now are already long gone...
oh well, see you on the other side, i guess