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I'm too embarrassed to tell anyone in real life, even here until my husband told me I need to talk to someone. I might burn this account after IDK.

My husband is an alcoholic, and he was before we married. By the time I was proper red pilled I was running out of eggs and the baby rabies was my priority so I married the man I was dating without too much thought.

I thought we could move out of party mode and into family mode. I did, with just an occasional relapse into weed and/or tobacco smoking.

He had some relatively dry periods but just drank more at home then out, but out drinking got worse. I didn't want to be the nagging wife saying 'don't go out with the boys' so I never objected.

Almost always he lost something while out. Left his phone or keys or wallet at a bar or in a cab or something like that.

Saturday night he went out after work to a friend's house. He came belligerently drunk, falling over and slurring speech (! Remember this for later). He smashed through the child gate into the kitchen, taking it off.

I came out after a few minutes of him thrashing around the house. He is upset his phone is missing. I call his phone a few times and eventually the uber driver picks up, says he will return it tomorrow. My husband says he needs it tonight, uber guy says okay but is on another job, says he will bring it back as soon as he can but doesn't know when.

I don't have any cash so I have to borrow $20 from the 6 year old's wallet to thank the driver for coming back.

Husband continues to be angry/sad belligerently drunk. Has lost his glasses. Did you call my phone? When is the uber guy coming back? Tell him to come back now. Did you call my phone.

I answer a question and he repeats it a minute later.

I try to log in on the computer to find my iPhone but he has no idea of his password and is shouting insults at my followed by his birth year as suggestions. Password recovery via email is bullshit with Apple and they say it will take days if I do that.

Computer remembers his bank details so I log on there and lock his cards (!).

Had to charge my phone so it was in the bedroom and I didn't hear the uber guy ring but it was only 5 minutes ago (now its like 1:30am), call him back he's outside only he's not so I have to go walking down the street in my pajamas looking for him. Find him get the phone, thank him, give him $20 and search for my husband's glasses in uber, they're not there. Uber driver comments on how drunk my husband was.

As I'm coming up on our house I see my husband in the street and the front door was left wide open with our kids inside. He is not grateful for me getting his phone back and is just as wild about his glasses now. Throws the expensive Mamaroo baby rocker across the room and breaks it. I go to the bedroom and he grabs but I shake him off and manage to bar the door closed. He had been screaming at me, woke the 4 month old baby and still screamed at me while I was holding him. He keeps trying to come in for a while and then leaves and comes back several times looking for his glasses. Around 3am it's quiet so I go to bed and try to sleep. Don't know if I did or not. Let also not forget the baby who used to sleep all through the night is having the 4 month sleep regression and bearly sleeps at all just breastfeed almost all the night.

Sunday morning while cleaning up I find his glasses. He is still belligerently and ungrateful, now saying I should have done everything possible to stop him leaving/drinking because he went out and spent a bunch of money at "a bar". I try to pour out his cask wine and its oh no *that* wines not the problem. When he eventually passes out I look at his phone banking to see how much he spent at 4am because he didn't seem to be gone long. There were a few $10-20 purchases and more users and also a $1100 transfer. When looking up the name at first nothing came up but eventually I traced it to a brothel. I pack some bags and the kids and as we're getting in the car he wakes up and begs me to stay. We are really poor and have been scraping money together for groceries and the kids swimming lessons and have been putting off things like the car service.
I even started a work from home job where I had to listen to the kids cry for me for 4 hours while I made telephone calls.

I didn't even know it was a brothel at that stage but suspected it was something dodgy because how can you spend $1100 in a couple of hours on drinks and what bar accepts bank transfer? He says he was buying drinks for everybody and was going to hang himself.

So he hated me and his children that much that he wanted to die. And he hated us more then that because instead of leaving us our last $1000 he spent it on strangers. Instead of having the decency of making it look like am accident so the kids didn't know how much he hated them he wanted to hang himself and make it obvious. Instead of drunk driving into a lake and giving us some insurance money he wanted it to be an obvious suicide so we wouldn't get any life insurance money.

Every action he did says he doesn't love me or the kids. Fine I got fat and the house isn't always clean and I'm shit cook. Hate me. But why hate our beautiful children so much?

Oh and so I find out it's a brothel and he's now saying it's a strip club and he got lap dances as well as buying everyone drinks.

And these fucking kikes at the bank who hold every new payment for car repairers or swim schools or whatever actual legitimate businesses for 48 hours to check I'm not being scammed I bet those absolute kikes put that money through to the brothel straight away and we will never see that again.

I took the kids to McDonald's for a few hours and then we went to my grandmothers empty farmhouse buteverything was covered in mouse poo so when he begged me to come home I did.

He's begging for forgiveness but I don't know what to do. I want to throw up. I feel so sick that he's admitted to lap dances and even more sick that he's probably lying as it was a fucking BROTHEL not a strip club.

No not Harold Holt, the submarine picked him up remember?

>instead of using the obvious term “upvote” we prefer to use it as UpGoat it feel sexy and geeky to pronounce it anyway.

All part of the slow push towards banning cars and WEF "you will own nothing" Smart ~Prisions~ Cities bullshit.

Australia loves to be the testing ground for tyranny.

✅️ Ute

✅️ cucked cops & laws that prevent them from stopping crime

✅️ Rando tradie trying to help cops by attempting to stop the car

✅️Yelling at the media

❎️ Playing Barbie Girl

[Original link ](https://youtube.com/watch?v=33l4UEIULbI)

[Faggot nigger Blair Russell](https://files.catbox.moe/u6byb5.jpeg)
Of https://www.blairrussell.net/ stole the accounts of the talented Mr. Jalapeño (AKA Jay AKA Jorge Rivera-Herrans) and is stealing all of his streaming revenue and preventing him from licensing his own work

Edit: Context! https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLqCjC9GAarOEGkudnhi-mL-Zh6XzGNUIa

The production is *Epic The Musical* based off of Homer's Odyssey. Link above is to a playlist which contains fan made "anamatics" (shitty half done animation sketches/ partially animated story boards) as the final production requires some visuals which have been scripted and mostly explained here and there via social media or in some cases directly to the fans making these music videos.

'Oh no! I was corrupting the youth online, turning a game streaming site into a cam whore site and shockingly under-age boys have found my content and now I'm scared I'm going to be on the sex offender registry'

Netherlands contestent sassed Israel's -reported asked Israel's girl "Have you ever thought that by being here, you bring risk and danger for other participants and the public?" and her handler said "you don't have to answer that" and the Netherlands contestant Joost threw his flag off his head and asked "why not?".

Shortly after Joost was disqualified from Eurovision for completely unrelated actions - allegedly "threatening" a camera woman who wouldn't get out of his face. Rumours kept going around saying he sexually or physically assaulted her and police had to clarify they investigated and he did not touch her just made a threatening gesture.

Russia is still banned for invading Ukraine so a lot of people including the crowd are pissed that Israel wasn't banned, even more so after the Netherlands was disqualified. Israel kept getting booed during their performances but Eurovision tried to edit some boos out of the broadcast (also some other non constroversal fake crowd noises were obvious in other parts).

The crowd booed the Eurovision jew that announced the disqualification.

Some countries said in protest they wouldn't "call in" to give to give their votes on TV, the one I saw follow through the eurojew had to read out their votes and got booed so had to negotiate with others to come on. Many gave veiled messages against Israel or in support of Palestine when giving their votes.

The host was cold when Israel called in and barely said a word (instead of the usual light banter). Lots of booing.

Israel managed to get a fair few judges votes, and everytime they got a point it was booed.

The phone/text in public votes were clearly rigged as Israel won them but the couldn't get enough judges votes so they lost to Switzerland, which really highlights the European position on the Israel Palestine war.

When the winner went out to perform it looked like they didn't expect him to win (I'm guessing they thought they had secured the rigging for an Israeli victory) as usually they have the set pieces and dancers and and background video etc etc all the same as the original performerance but it was just him.... oh and Ireland's entry was an overtly satanic "witch queen" who gave the winner her crown of thorns (like Jesus's) as he was heading onto the stage and he performed wearing it.

Why would you want to live in NT with all those niggers? Screw the rabbit proof fence, make a bigger proof fence and call it a nature reserve.

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wait. wait! is that what happened with feather Indian "reserves"? How's that working out? seriously I don't know. what's the update there?