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Was down in Florida for a family reunion. My brother woke me up before the second plane hit and I watched that thing come out the side of the screen. That was the visual today that made me remember. I remember that exact Frozen second of that thing appearing. I can't imagine not seeing it live. It was the only way to experience it.

Then Air Force One took off right next to us. It was really weird. We spent the day in an air airport and there's a lot of machine guns around, no flights. Somebody was buying a moving truck so we rode home in the pitch black back of it. I got home and all the puppies were dead. They had gotten sick. They were all over the place. a really really weird time. My band name at the time was spin laden. I didnt know what a bin laden was. On 9/10/01 i wrote a page called New Century America. All of this contributed to solipsism. I felt maybe i was dreaming.

I moved to New York City a year and a half later and it was still a pit. The cross was still standing and everything. Chuck what's his name wrote a book claiming that the Kid A album matched the events of 9/11. So I started listening to that album as if it represented that day.

Either way all I know is I stayed messed up until at least 2008. I remember still being messed up about it during that year.

Was watching a video about the shit show at Newark airport and a beaner was interviewed that expressed concern that because her flight was delayed she may have difficulty on the connection flight because Real ID was coming into effect today.

https://archive.md/R40Mk

Every. Damn. Time.

It’s always there. Maybe you can scratch it a bit. Maybe you can even get a day or two of relief. But it’s always gonna be with you. Like a memory. Like a cancer. And you’ll feed it cause you’re weak.

Edit: three butthurt boomers lmao

Earlier this year I was relieved of numerous responsibilities and unregimented time made itself abundant.

When the skies were dark I began the experiment by seeing how long I could stay up and what cycle I would end up in.

I found that I began gravitating toward staying awake 18 hours and sleeping 10 or 12.

However, I later took a more freestyle approach laying my head down and closing my eyes any time I felt like it and the following pattern emergant:

Sleep 5-9 hours. Function 7 hours. Sleep 4-5 hours. Function 18 hours. Repeat.

I am seeking an ultimate sleep cycle as it has been long apparent to me the sun cycle is unoptimal for our biology. Once I have found something resembling such a sleep cycle I believe there is a way to implement it so it can fit with the standard sun cycle.

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/utah-school-lunch-debt-relief-free-student-meals_n_681258fbe4b03207b5ba49fa

Dear Lord, I cannot believe I actually read an article from HuffPost. Always despised them since their beginning. But them, there's this. Eye-opening.

Somebody reported my screenshots that had swastikas in the back ground. I didn't know that was a against the some terms of service.
Here is one:
https://files.catbox.moe/cak3ca.png

Its sooo terrifying.