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In experimentation with sleep cycles I've found myself waking up in weird states of mind.

Most specifically, sometimes I wake up and my mind is somehow unaligned with reality. And I have deep thoughts, and upon exploring those thoughts I can sometimes reach a state of what I would describe as a mental orgasm, a release of energy at where my neck where my head connects.

For example, some time ago I woke up in such a state in the middle of the night whilst undergoing my annual anti parasite schedule, and I forgot what the idea was but I had a complex idea. An unrestrained flow of thoughts. I verbally articulated it as if I was giving a speech. I never verbally articulate. When I concluded I had multiple pulsations of pleasure and energy in my brain stem.

In my dream states (asleep), I now often find myself creating energy balls from my hands like in dragonballz. I try it after I wake up and it never works. Similarly I find myself flying a lot.

As result now when I lay to sleep my body is immediately yearning for flight and mana balls.

More than 50% have herpes, as discussed in previous threads. Besides being ugly, annoying and obese, they also are rife with STDs because in their depressed state they will fuck any nigger that moves.

Yet the MSM would still have you believe they are desired by white southern lacrosse players, even as strippers or hookers. They aren't. Nobody wants to see a black stripper or hire a black hooker. They look like cows or horses, and beastiality is still disgusting to most whites. Please give up this line of thinking. Black whores belong with black men only.

Oil drillers, few that there are, matt mccusker comes to mind, should be pitied but dismissed as retards.

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Too lazy to make anything. This is from the local hippie co-op grocery, so no shitty ingredients.